~My Another Beautiful Day~

Virgoans+Psychic

2005-09-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Fun Facts about Virgoans.. (oh btw, it's just a random blog ;D)

With an acute attention to detail, the Virgo is the sign in the zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, while their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead.

Friends and Family. A Virgo is a helpful friend to have indeed. They are excellent at giving advice, and they really know how to problem solve. You'll find that a Virgo will remind you to take good care of yourself, as health is a focal point for them. And when the meal is done, they'll be the first to jump up and start the dishes. Loving and dedicated to family, the Virgo is also first on the scene when care is needed. When someone reaches old age or is ill, the Virgo will be there doing all that is needed. The Virgo is not known for showing their feelings. They prefer to show through deed than by word.

Career and Money. "I analyze" is the key phrase for the Virgo personality, while "practicality" is the keyword. Industrious, discriminating, and scientific by nature, the Virgo really knows how to get to the heart of the matter. They are exceptionally methodical and do well in jobs that require organization. If there's anything out of order, set a Virgo to the task!
When focused on a task, the Virgo will push themselves to perfection, leaving no stone unturned. They are exacting and take great pride in a job done to the absolute best of their ability. When they feel their talent falls short, they'll turn to the books to learn whatever they need to improve. Careers suited to this sign include being a doctor, nurse, psychologist, teacher, writer, and critic.

Virgos are excellent with their money. They generally keep a strict grasp on what they spend, and strive to put away as much money as they can. They plan well in advance for expenditures, and when it comes to shopping, they aren't apt to overspend. Every now and then the Virgo can be seen buying themselves something of beauty, though. They love the arts and enjoy decorating their homes with taste.

Love and Sex. It's important for the Virgo lover to feel needed by their mates. Outside of the bedroom is where the majority of foreplay is going to happen for this sign. Tactile, methodical and willing to take as long as is needed, they make excellent lovers. Even though the Virgo won't express many words of love, they will show their affections in the bedroom. Virgos prefer to have a few strong connections rather than many partners. Life partners are chosen based on how important and needed the Virgo feels they are in their lives. They are dedicated spouses that love to live on the wild side once and a while.

VIRGO TIDBITS
Virgo Birthdays. August 22 - September 22

Health. Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Virgo are the intestines, liver, pancreas, gall bladder, lower plexus, and the upper bowel.

Ruling Planet. The ruling planet for Virgo is Mercury. Representing intellectual urge and the avenue of expression, this planet rules reason, rationalization, words, awareness and communication. Its action is quick and it also deals with travel, speaking, writing, trade, and emotional capacity and technique.

Colors. The colors of choice for Virgo are green and dark brown.
Gemstone. Virgo's star stone is the sardonyx - the reddish brown variety.
Lucky Numbers. Virgo's lucky numbers are 2, 5, and 7.
Compatibility. Virgos are most compatible with Capricorn and Taurus.
Opposite Sign. The opposite sign for Virgo is Pisces.
The Perfect Gift. The best gifts for a Virgo are health-related items.
Likes. Animals, beauty, eating healthy, orderliness.
Dislikes. Sloppiness, squalor, being wrong, chaos.
House. Natural sign of the Sixth House. This house focuses on health, habits, unconscious mind, service given, work, pets.

Famous Virgos. Stephen King, Charlie Sheen, Mother Teresa, Sophia Loren, and Mickey Mouse .

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According to Bias of preferences

Write the First thing or word that appears in your mind about these words.

Objectives: Emotional responses.

Mother = Love.

Death = Sins.

Fight = Win.

Love= Parents.

Sex= Females and males.

Comfort= Chair.

Sadness= Tears.

Childhood= Innocent; Freedom.

Future= Successful.

Confussion= Dilemma.

T? = I see that, you have no sad or terrible things happened in your love relationship.

Me= Um.. x-qs me?

T? = Your love relationship seems that it doesn't affect you on anything. You're not that into that thing ryte? And what i can see that, your parents and your future is everything for you. You want to be a winner in fight, u cry when u'r sad, u have positive sign on sex and u'll be depressed in confussion. You miss of ur chilhood time, the time u were innocent and full of freedom. When people talking about death, the word of 'sins' pops in ur mind.. which means --

Me= i think about people's sins and in what way will god repay for it...

T? = You got it.

Me= So.. is this, mentality healthy? or not?

T? = It's healthy.. u seem don't hv any problems wif ur own life. Ur juz concerned about ur parents, ur future only.. N, do u know what kind of method are we using?

Me= aaa.. personality assessment of-- self report inventory? thought sampling?

T? = ---------- ((((Daym! i 4got d answer.. LOL))))

We did this in Psychology class.. it's fun! Learning about mental processes and human behavior =) juz bcoz i'm psychic LOL~ Seriously.. i think, i am! coz everything on what i predicted, is happened.. Lyke dis morning, i read thru all d notes coz i had this feeling that we wud be having a snap writing.. n yes, we did. And in last class, i didn't read d notes for a test coz i felt lazy n stuffs like that and...... d quiz was postponed for d next class. And geo, i memorized d notes once n usually i wud go over and over again and...... we did d geo's quiz as a group, not individually n we cud discuss together. Plus, when my upper left eye's moving.. sometin' bad will happen, n yes.. it's happened. When i said 'NO'.. it saved my life like.. that wudn't happen if i wasn't there, mcm my hp hilang tia, or sumthing that is badluck.. Or, are these all juz coincidences? Even my mum told me that i have this sense of bad things or feelings.. i wish i had a vision like 'That's so raven'.. that wud b cool!! I cud see the future.. XD

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OMG!! Look at this iPod Nano..

Now, that's what i called.. 'HOT'. It's cool~ really cool.. as thin as a pencil's? that's fcuking cool.. That is very-very cool.. so much cool~ daym cool.. it's really-really cool. It's a cool+hot product. That is so cool.. umm, that's really cool and~ enuf of these cools. Gosh! I can't stop.. coz it's really daym cool 0.o so much cooler than mini iPod

That's HOT*

*iyan's signing off

Transfer + Jamming

2005-09-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

holaa! XD I'm s0 happy t0day heee =D ~ Today was fine.. running smoothly, no roughs. CALM. Hope everyday wud be like dis~ ^_^

I've signed an application form yesterday 2study in Aus; Canning college, for bridging programme+WAUFP in 2 years. My dad fax-ed it 2our MMF's counselor; Vivian, 2set these things up. N.. i got an acceptance! yee-haaa~ XD That's way faster. I got a letter from fax today in late afternoon. Just in one day they responded 2my letter. That's exciting~ ^_^ So, d next thing to do is.. have 2info bout this 2d government for my scholarship. Hope they will accept & allow me 2study there.

D Application enrollment form

D letter of Offer & Acceptance

Great!.. Everyone thinks that I am a *Princess of Brunei*. In my French class, when Mr.Sorand was calling me to stand infront, Travis & Aru were like.. "Yeah! Go Nadya, princess of Brunei!" I'm really sick of this! Urghh* They still don't quit?! Instead they'r calling me a Queen or Goddess of Brunei *duhh* Altho Travis is annoyed at me, but he's really funny!! XD He helps me 2pronounce French words correctly, "C'est un livre" n he whispered at me, "Satan's liver" coz it sounds alike.. LOL! I can't stand if he's sitting right next to me, coz he would b making fun of those words n it makes me laughing & giggling all d time.. until Mr.Sorand stares at me with this an unpleasant looking- lol
English class today was soo hella funny! XD It's killing me in d class.. haha~ I dun wanna tell what was it about.. i don wanna b mean XD nyehh =P. OMG,Kazyuki! What's that fan for?? XD

A week has past

2005-09-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

um, let's see how many days i hadn't posted my journal? a week? ryte.. once a week, i guess ;P

anyways, it's time for bullet points! XD

I've bought a lovely pink Fila sneaker! Choosing a sneaker is really confusing me n at last, i asked d salesgirl which one is prettier n she chose d one dat i bought, so s Iza. So, yeah.. i bought it! XD Tima kacihhh sebab dangani aku turun-naik tingkat 2 ke 4 wehehe =P ((Daym u Nike!! Why there's no pink?!))
Had a Battle of Bearcat last Tuesday at skewl. It's sooo fun! XD Watched d basketball matches altho there were many kinds of game had been held.. But i prefered B'ball! =D n went home earlier at 12, altho we're not allowed to. =P shhh* d security guard was checking inside of d car.. pheww~ lucky me.. i looked sooo innocent =P
Btw, there was no school on last Monday.. it's an immediate news XD we hd been texted by sms from ISM on Sunday.. n wala~ hallelujah.. hallelujah.. =P EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!
No MATHS dis week!!! =D Thank god..
How come Mr.Sanchez picked me as a group leader for English, eventho im juz new in his class?? I have so many things left behind n hv 2catch up wif them.. but anyway, it's not a big deal~ So, i had to choose a girl n 4 males.. duhh* ((Mr.Sanchez told me to)) so i chose Dal ((Of coz*! Untuk danganku becakap brunai, bleh??)), Felix ((coz he's talkative n creative)), Takuro ((he's funny n annoying)), Dong sup ((coz i admired him??!!)) wahaha XD what a random group =P LOL... i DID point 2dat new *japanese guy, coz he's soooo daym CUTE!! wif a COOL hair.. but ppl thought i was ponting at Takuro.. buuuhuhu =( but anyway, it doesn't really matter heee =P it turnd out 2b a great job! ;D it's all about teamwork, i say! Altho i worked more than them.. lerrss~
I've got 2 tests tomorrow! Geo n Psycho..
N i hafta read d notes.. =P
Oh btw, i haven't eaten my dinner.. LOL!!
Au revoir..

A week long~

2005-08-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

mm..actually m too lazy to post my journal. Anyways, let's make easier, simple n.. faster:

Just got back from jogging wif my brothers. Jogging at nyte sure it's fun XD
Shocked wif news of HM married again 0.o
Got my report card of last year. I got 'A' in all subjects except, English 'B' n Math 'D' wuahahha.. i hate Math! urgh* n my GPA is 3.43 out of 4.0 Daym! 7 more points 2 get a high honor, so..i just got a honor.
I've changed my english n psychology level! XD
I've started working as an office assisstant in MS guidance. Love it! except giving d slips thing X(
My dad called dunno* who.. to help finding a school in OZ. M planning 2intake next year in January. Whether in Perth or Canberra. Haven't received any news from that person* maybe she's still searching a school for me.. InsyAllah~
-D* have made me happy!! XD n i really miss him..

*iyan's signing off* =D

Holiday's off, turns School's on

2005-08-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

olaaaa~ it's been a while eyh??

My dad just got out from d hospital. he's been staying there for 4 days. what happened 2him? well, i don quite sure what's happening 2him.. all i know is he's suffered from headache, back-ache and stomache. He's been scanned n d result came out tis afternoon. Doctor examined it n everything is normal n ok. So, he let him out by tis afternoon. Thank god, he's ok.. but he has anader appoinment tis Tuesday. Hope it'l be fine.. It's all food's fault! *blame on d foods* haha.. yeah, he eats a lot. No control at all. Digesting more protein foods cud b bad for ur health too. My body is lack of water.. =P i don drink a lot except when m really exhausted. But d thing is, i wud b drinking ice cold water..no warm! hush~ n my throat's kinda itchy n dry.. m might be havin a cough *uhuk-uhuk* yes, i've coughed couple of times..

About our skewl, last monday was my 1st day. my friends were in shocked seeing me n asking me where hv i gone. So we're all like jumpin n huggin together.. felt happy 2b back again, n felt sad wen m thinkin them* in brunei =( i skipped my 1st period.. shhh* haha.. i was in media center talking wif my friends n asking them about everything wif anxiety. New schedule is kinda suck, but it rocks! i mean, it sucks coz it's confusing me.. we're not using day 1 n 2 nemore, now... we're using week 1 n 2. It rocks bcoz i don hv 2sit on d chair for long n i hv study period n tutorial whichhhh... m free! haha.. m not gonna study, nahhh~ just relax, have some fun, chit-chat wif friends.. bla bla~ So, when i entered my psychology class, seriously.. they full of anxiety n depressed! How come they think i was married wif d prince of Brunei??! uhh.. hello~~!!* i was curious like, since when i got married?? n they said that's d reason why i din come 2skewl d entire last week coz i was busy wif my wedding.. d heck was that?? i asked them who made tis story.. n they said Ms.((name)) told them dat i was married wif dprince of Brunei. Dunno who's her.. oh great! that was absolutely great! n Tiffany asked me 2stop lying them.. geezzz~ d whole class turned out 2b insisting me that m married.. n Mr.Owen, my psycho's teacher; asked me to make a true statement 4them.. *urf* n in my bio's class, Reyner told everyone dat i was married n d whole students gasped.. u Reyner, smart guy! i told him that f m married, i wudnt b here.. heh~ n Sean, he keeps on making fun of me.. he's in my French's class too n still.. he's making fun of it. Maynnn.. watta FAKE-ASS rumour! i have nooo idea where did this Ms.((name)) get tis story from, or maybe she got d wrong girl..

btw, m soo pissed off by dat counselor! she didn't change my subjects dat i requested last year! i told her dat i wanted 2change Psychology higher level to Standard level, n English A standard level to English B higher level. Nooooohooo...~ i heard English B is sooo goddam easy like primary's! n it's easy 2get an A.. no fair~ =( well, as far as what i've learnt.. Eng A is not dat hard, for dis time, we're just analyzing short stories.. u know, themes, symbols, motifs, tones, p.o.v etc. those stuffs. i juz can't believe dat i didn't get into english B.. n yes, m gona b crzay sumday. Psychology, Geography n Biology are higher level,wif numerous of projects, assignments, researchings, presentations (oh no!). *sighed* m so worry bout these tasks. m plannin 2transfer to JIS either 8d end of tis year or next year. I HOPE! can't stand it nemore.. ohh, c'mon Iyan!! It's been a week n ur giving up??!! i juz told my dad bout tis n he said dat JIS n ISM r same, where ur goin 2receive lotsa hws to0. No,i don care! as long as m in brunei.. whehehe. God! m not satisfied of what he just said.M gona convinced them dat m serious bout it.

Aneways, i bought a scrapbook!! hehe.. it's a book which u can design wateva u want n they also sell it's decorations like stickers, ribbons, etc. for its designs. n for dis meantime, m collecting its accessories then i will write/put sumthin on it. i love d book so muchie.. ^_^

D scrapbook n few of its accessories

ps: i love tis Korean song! Reminds of my happines n sadness.. this song inspires me some strength. aww...~

2005-08-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

RAHSIA perempuan yang lelaki PERLU tahu

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidakmenitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.
2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya,lebihbaik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamumenegur dengan ucapan maaf.
3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling diasayang(sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus ditengah jalan).
4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki,lelaki itu akansentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelakilain.
5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya,diaakan cair seperti coklat!!
6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nakmenerima pujian.
7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolakcintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diriwanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukanapa saja.
8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolakcintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggapdia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.
9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dantulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.
10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.
11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.
12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan responpositif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuhtak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggangdiletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan ! tak sampai sepuluh minit,semuarakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.
13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyumsebarangan.
14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan denganpersahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.
15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajakkeluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.
16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggupanggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.
17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!
18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanyakenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.
19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikathati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.
20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari olehwanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulahdirinya sendiri.
21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yangdicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!
22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.
23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.
24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-matanak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.
25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpasebarang kompromi.
26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..
27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!
28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprisebuatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasaterharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni diatak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.
29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka danbaik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...
30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalahperasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

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The truth of me??

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to

be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as

possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is

built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be

satisfied to care for things with a minimal

amount of effort.

You are the type of person who assumes that

the world revolves around yourself.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner,

you will search and search until you find your

perfect match.

Wanna find out d true you? Go to 'tis link:

Who's the True You?

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How's my attitude??

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

If you scored...

80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.

60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

Wanna find out of ur attitude? Go to 'tis link:

How's Your Attitude?

Back 2Philip!

2005-08-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

XP *urghhh!*

i can't believe im back in philip again.. n i knew this day wud come in one sec! nooooo.. i want moreeeee~ tsk tsk* mcm inda balik ke brunei prasan ku~ buuuhuhu ='( 2months i had been in Brunei n it's like 2 secs~ goddd!!

Back 2d old skewl.. *sighs* where ur gonna assigned tons of homeworks, assignments n projects. So irritating~ sure it's fun tho.. this year will be much harder n need lotsa efforts and hardworks in achieve 2a great grade. helloo.. m taking IB-diploma for d 1st year.. n about studying in OZ, i've told my parents dat i wud be studying there after i've completed d diploma in 2years n will apply in one of d universities in OZ.

*arghh!* i feel like my body is flying n dancing right 2left. We were d last family 2aboard in d plane.. d PA system (speakers) were calling my dad's name for final calling. Tinggalkan sha kami bah yey~ Ada chance jua lagi kami kan stay di brunei.. tsk tsk~

Anyway, received some gifts from my friends. Bantal laaa paling banyak~ lawa2 lagi.. oh btw, d night b4 d leaving.. Bob, AD n Daus came 2our house 2give us d gifts. Ya rabbi, didn't know that they're oso cud be childish~ Di padang bukan main lagi dorang ahh.. XD

Last Wednesday, we went 2 Seri Meradun's Restaurant in Gadong.. N afta that, gave a birthday suprise for Iza on her 20th birthday afta we got home, kanyang matih ehh~ lapas makan mlm, makan kek birthday, satay, lagi apa..sakit perut ulihnya.. buuu* tua-tua udah kan berkek, chehhhh =P. N den d day afta, it was my dad's birthday. So, we're just having a family gathering having a dinner wif all my cuzens on his side at our nearby home. N dat's d night, Bob n d others came 2our house. I just can't believe we're dat closer for almost 1month! XD It's all bcoz they're friendly n great! No doubt at all ^_^

N Syaz's gift, it's really-really-really sweet! Perkataanya buat daku terharu* hehe~ "perkataan"? Yes, it's a letter.. well, writings on a small box full of my pics.. hehe~ in what way shud i say? Adorable! i turned 2 speechless afta i've read it.. Thanx Syaz, i do really appreciate it~ =) it's a meaningful 2me..

oh btw, d master's bathroom that has been modified is completed! lawa-lawa-lawa.. n den, my bro's room's tiles also has been changed.. n i called his room, "A chess room" since its tiles like a chess board.. huhu~

Before

After

D Chess Tiles

ps: my hp's credit is insuffucient.. XP next thing 2do 2moro, go to my skewl's office n get d schedule, textbooks, buy some new uniforms n.. buy a recharge 4my hp!!! I miss my families n my friends! ='(

Jelitawan+Spirits

2005-08-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

perghhh~ m so fcuking bored! hmph* n m tired to0..

mkay, so back 2d last friday..

i think, friday was d tiredest day in my life! woke up early in d morning n went to Freego boutique n faced a prob~ at last, they agreed 2alter a new clothe for me. D back off's clothe was really big!! when i was fitting it, kainnya trbulurut n den panjang, like aku pun kusut olh baju a2. So they measured my body,d tailor told me i hv a sexy body.. *gasp* i'm so thin what??! 45kg wif 160 cm of height~ that's sooo thin..

Afta got home, i only had half an hour of rest then went 2 Limbang wif my aunt n my grandma.. n arrived at 2pm.Then got home at 6.30pm. i didn't hv enough time! So, i was rushing taking my shower, ironing my clothe n tudung, bla bla. But i went 2my grandma's gerai 1st while waiting for my friend. Fadhli n mimi accompanied me 2Padang n drehearsal started at 9pm.

During d rehearsal of jelitawan, n while i was standing 2get ready.. a bunch of guys came n talked 2me asking me who got engaged already, like i know~ then they're asking me where do i study n told them from stpri n shit*, i forgot about d ghosts n they're kept on asking about it.. *blergh* nyasal ku gto aku skulah stpri.. hehehe~ they're kinda funny n made me laughed until amit hj.Dayang n d others looked at me laughing wif them. n amit looked mad so.. buat2 annoyed arh dorang~ i can't say they're guys, anyway!! they're menn.. duhhh*

N i had 2go back 2 my grandma's gerai.. n Bob picked me up using his car~ thanxx.. at lasttt, kaki ku brehat. i thought today was d last day i wud be seeing them *sighs* they're cool..

On d next day

Aishah picked me up den went 2 PGGMB's building. so, mnunggu giliran di make-upi from hairdressers. Berbulu ku mnunggu ahh. Pkl 3 sampaiii kan pukul 6, baru tia ku kana make-upi..den Leng, who's one of d conductors in d programme brought me 2Rudy;d hairdresser, coz he's good.. n Rudy told me dat i look alike wif Tity?? Surianty?? entahh.. n he even told me dat my skin face is fair n smooth.. Leng thought i was wearing fake eyelashes n Rudy was mad saying dat it's real n it's mine.. haha, mental~ Den Adib told Rudy 2b careful make-uping me n Rudy asked me if he's my bf.. n i said "nooooo", den he said, "kalau a2 bf-mu... mental jua~ bla bla ((ngumpat))" haha.. tau laaa mulut org sissy ani, layan sha. Mental c.Adib tarus kana umpat ulihnya.. hehe. when it's done, Leng said i was totally different.. i don't like d make-up *shhh* i wanted natural look, but this.. *sighs* den Rudy said, "Jaga muka mu bisai2 ahhh.. mukamu lawa~" yeahhh~ totally.. i look ugly.. mcm kucing mata ku *uwaaaaa* na apa, i appreciated his art-drawing on my face..

Den wored tudung n asked Aishah 2do d style, kemana-mana.. den asked Mas pin-kan yg kain mcm selendang~ den at 7.30pm, we already get ready n lined-up on d street.. pastu.. jalan, lambai, senyum dan yg sewaktu dengannya~ Buleh banyak my friends wanted 2 meet me?? n i didn't even get a chance 2 reply their messages sal malas+busy+kna simpan.. n den, d ceremony finished at 11pm n we took some pictures~ cukup skali aniiii...sha aku joined jelitawan.

Ngalihhh.. brapa jam kami berdiri.. sengaaaaaaaallll~ last spot, went back 2 PGGMB n my friends went there.. amit hj.Dayang n d whole conductors called me n aishah 2get some pictures 2gether.. Leng offered me 2join d upcoming programme in September, ada fashion show at Empire theatre, as if m still in bru =P.. n beside, i won't accept d offering~ =S

Den my friends came over d building, took a chance taking some pics together.. den they accompanied me 2my grandma's stall n he bought me a ballon, yeayyyy* XD n got one free, so i gave it 2him.. hihi. So, itulah kali terkahir kami bjumpa tsk tsk* he's my good friend n my best buddy~ Afta they got home, chilled out wif my stall friends.. hihi~ oh goshh.. so i think, this wud be d last day seeing my friends.. hmmm* gonna miss them. So b4 headed back 2car 2get home, they called me back 2greet them.. laaaa, lupa~ =X

My aunt told me my make-up was nice, lawa.. yeahh, n i didn't wanna see my face in d mirror~ kekekeke.. until i washed off d paintings.. *geezz* d washing dmascara off made my eyebag blacker.. better if they used d mascara water-resistant~ n for these 2 days, i was sleeping for d wholeeeee day, all night n day! n now.. m still tired~ *arghhhh* so sleepy!

oh yes, b4 i 4got.. my cousin mati kesarungan bekas beranak~ siannn.. ia ada kena mengena dengan hantu2 dr stpri. ada di hospital udah! Na jua patut kana sawan beranak coz her sister terkena jua n beside, her sister bukannya beranak n they're in d same room.. i heard that they were naked, peeing on d mattress, their eyes were soo scary, n my cousin who just gave birth hold her baby tightly until d baby's face turned red.. luckily my amit brought sum1 n ia melaungkan azan, baru ia lepas kan baby atu n d other girl; Miming.. ia baru sedar n kna angkat dr bilik. Unfotunately, d other girl;Nurul was dead smasa kesarungan n brought 2d hospital~

i also heard dat, d ghost was following her dari hospital sampai ke rumahnya..sbb darah bkas beranak atu manis. n do u know dat d stpri's ghosts are searching for dat girl's blood? so sad... baby atu baru jua umurnya sehari =( Inda pedah2 org yg na bersalah kana aga.. *arghh* n 18th??? what will be happened?? Dat girl is soooo stupid, dat anak pehin dato *tuuuttt* piece of shit.. make ppl's life miserable as hell! i know many about this things n heard many stories about dat stpri's ghosts from my cuzen~ she works at d Education Department n they're trying 2give 2days off for students b4 18th.. urff~ n i heard d Sultan already knew about 'tis..n dunno~ n one girl from SMJA who's suffered from leukemia also died, mati kesarungan.. =( daym~ dat horrible?? what kinda evil spirits are they? n who's gonna responsible for this?

anyway, better stop till here.. otherwise dis story won't be ended coz i know alots =P i do wanna share those stories, but.. hey.. d post is really long now! bye...

Jelitawan+Spirit

2005-08-05T03:16:00.000+08:00

Jelitawan+Spirit game

I got an invitation for joining d Jelitawan for perarakan. It's because they had 3slots empty n my friend asked me 2join. i didn't want 2join at 1st, but then.. she forced me n she's closer wif d manager of it. So, i asked my dad's permission in Philippines n he allowed me if my mum's ok wif it. So i told her dat daddy's ok wif it n she let me 2join it.

Ok, it's sucks because we're wearing baju kurung n tudung 4d rehearsal, bila dtanya.. 'Malam jumat kali ahhh~' fine, we hv 2respect d night of thurs~ So, when i got there.. there were too many ppl tried 2join, so it's like more than 3persons olredi n d guy who handles of this thing told us dat he wud pick 3 lucky persons depends on face and height. they're sooo strict bout these rules.. like, aku lihat org len pun na jua brapa yg awal2 dah ahhhh~ maunya di eliminate tu *kejam* =P So, wz kinda uncomfortable coz i might be not pick, but yeah... m lucky, i'm in~ he called me up n told me dat i'm in den he continued 2look for d other girls who wanted 2join. felt sorry for them for not being chosen, kejam kli ahh cara dorang reject ahh.. direjectnya mentah2~ =S ikut kan hati, malas kan join.. but i wanna try sumthing new n tambah pengalaman.. i got 'tis invitation from Aishah, mcm2 ia atu~ dat day she wanted 2sign in my name for Fashion for Culture, but since m leaving so soon, she didn't do it.. she told me dat over 40 countries hv joined in. oh yes, just got an offer from Aishah's friend to0 dat they'll be having a new project in september..but~ m leaving so sooooonnnn~ sia2 pun.. kekeke

So, dat guy told me 2come over Frego's boutique at Delima d next day.. hmm~ kewl.. coz it's free!!! nyehehee alhamdulilah* oh ya, bout d rehearsal.. it's ok~ na jua payah wahh.. melambai arah orang den mengiringi org mmbg hadiah.. smasa atu yg aku depan2 sal kena arranged according 2height. Daym, malu ku ihhh~ So, afta d rehearsal.. met my goodies friends n dangani aku ke gerai niniku~ haha.. they're so funnyy!! benci ku ihh.. ada2 saja kan dorang umpat =P dorang lg ketawakan aku btudung ahh.. benci lerr~ waduhhh.. tambah tia lg ayu ku.. kuikuikui n we took off for a walking around d area for a while den, my mum fecthed me up at there coz i had 2go 2airport wif her, my daddy's coming back!! n He arrived safely at 1am..

n yes, b4 i forgot.. i met Rudy last tuesday.. heheheh.. cute! hanya memuji yo0o* n Jeery, daym... i think he's a stalker, after he knew aku bdagang.. ia ada setiap hari, den gv a msg gto nya aku pakai baju apa.. like, cbuk!! he's just proposed me 2bcome his gf.. hmmm, i think my msg didn't reach him.. i mean, i wrote sumthing in my last previous blog dat m not ready for dat* relationship~ oh well... at least dat--

During d journey, we were listening 2Kristal FM (Misteri Mistik) n they're discussing bout d hysteria thing at STPRI. n after i listened d whole thing.. *speecless* astaghfirullahalazim~ bek tah bertaubat..the chaos started when some students played a game called 'spirit', den a thing* came (whether it's a spirit or devil) n gave a condition 2them 2give her some 'bloods'.. dude, d students are sooo fucking SOBA!! pandai kan mmbuka permainan, tapi menutup inda pandai.. mana kan mau lari.. n i juz heard from my friend, masa ne skulah tu kana datangi berpuluh2an ribu setan/roh/jin (dunno what kind of creature) n when i was on my way to BSB, we're passing thru STPRI n i saw some women wearing tudung, bejubah n some guys wif songkok haji, perhaps they're praying~ Gosh.. i do really hope dat d chaos will end n turn 2normal.. feel pity for those who are not guilty =( what am i thinking dat, na mustahil Dajal timbul nanti if it's getting worse~ n it IS getting worse when d PREP school is effected to0..

Think about it, how do u feel when ur siblings; sister, brother, mother, father kena rasuk jua? We shud avoid from playing it.. drpd mmain barang syirik atu, bek tah mmbuat perkara2 yg diberkat olh Allah. n what i heard, org yg mmulakan permainan atu.. akan dikenakan nanti oleh dat creature...lg teruk n for now, they're juz searching some new victims~ Nauzubillah min zalik..

d greatest frens!!

2005-08-01T01:59:00.000+08:00

D greatest frens

All of these days,

pi bedagang dangani my grandma~ hehe.. siuk kali ahh! met some new frens n we're getting closer ^_^ our neighbor stall.. hehe.. love them so muchie, especially AD,Bob n Badut~ they're sooo hella funny, d funniest guys i've eva met!! everytime they make a joke, my tummy will hurt n non-stop laughing, ketawa2 di luar ahhh.. org banyak mlintas! heran orang.. na apa~ janji siuk sendiri.. except AD, he's soooo gentle n sometimes he cud be funny.. haha hv a crush* on him.. goshh!! he's soo cute whatt?? they make me smile n laugh everyday.. such a sweet unforgettable memory ^_^

Bob can make his voice like Boboy in kristal fm, n when he was doing it, everyone was looking at us n we're laughing 2death.. n d ppl were smiling to0.. o0o0, i like them~ n for me, they're juz like one part of my families.. XD m gonna miss 'em.. biasa kali udah kami ahh, much much closer.. they're alwez play a song from peterpan-mungkin nanti.. atuu, jadi lagu kenangan dahh wen m leaving dis country n hope 2meet them sumday, dun wanna lost contact wif em =D ..

"Dan mungkin bila nanti, kita akan bertemu lagi..." SWEETTT!!!

ok dat's all i can say within of these days, n d guy who's pointing at me dat day ((when i was wearing d ribbon)) was my friend from friendster, n we decided 2meet again.. n met sis mizzie.. n i met many friends at there.. XD wat a memory ^_^

oh yes, hapi bufday mum (31st august) !!! XD... mwahxxxxx

it's just soooo great!!!!! m so proud knowing 'em n being my frens.. =D

House+BSB

2005-07-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Good news~

D guy wants 2rent our house.. gewd gewd! Take care of our house eyh!! but we're juz curious dat he wants 2move in at 1st of august, dat's soooo early! n we hv 2repair all broken things juz in 1 week? we've got many things to do, well.. basically not me =P, d repairman huahua.. we've decided 2change d wallpapers, fix some toilets, fix some windows, modify master's bathroom.. umm umm i think dat's it~ n also an airconditioner, i guess.. it costs a lot, especially for d master's bathroom, mirrors all over d wall, cabinets under sinks.. i wonda if they cud make it b4 1st august..n my dad asked him an extension until 12th august but he didn't want.. he wants 2move in at 1st august jua~ skati yooo..

n dat day, i was helping my mum packing our stuffs n wrapped them off wif newspaper.. goshhh, it made my palms black as hell.. but u know wat?? it's fun! haha.. we're packing it since morning till 6pm, n it's fun~ =P we've packed these things since 4-5 days ago n it's still haven't finished yet.. n talking bout wrapping stuffs, of coz there were few things dat i've learnt n destroyed =P. my mom told me 2b careful cleaning d crystal candles coz d spikes things wud come off easily n.. know wat?? d spikes were broken =P. na kuat ahh gam nya.. apa tuuuu~ n i was like 'Oppss!!' n i didn't tell my mum. so afta i cleaned it, i jus wrapped them off wif newspapers n put them in a box =S shhhhhh.....~

on friday night, went 2bandar.. dangani my grandma bedagang ahh~ eheh.. siuk!! haha.. ~ uyyooo, apa laki2nya.. vohrink kn diliat,kuang-kuang-kuang~ n some girls were too overdressed, wat?? u guys think it was a party?? apa jua gambus malam atu.. cehhh~ so.. i was trying 2b appealing at there n u know what i did?? i took a kid's ribbon n i put on my hair n they all said dat im cute ;D .. ada lagi tu, telinga panjang mcm rabbit ahh.. so everytime ppl passing through our stall, they all turned 2 me n smiling n some were laughing to0.. aku apa lagi, suka! haha den my cuzzy's cousins were there n there was a kid (boy) too..

guy1: tu.. bini2 ah, na kau terpikat?? (pointing at me)

kid: *smiling*

guy1: lawa jua tu.. yg pakai gandi ahh, agatah mengurat

haha.. kurang asam~ n they all were laughing at me, bising lagi suara lelaki atu mcm org lalu lintas pun mliat jua senyum2, hua hua hua~ n i was dancing wif Mimi to0 n when i was sooo embarassed like everyone was looking at me, i took off d ribbon n acted like nothing hppnd =P. hey, i got one secret 2attract d ppl 2come over our stall.. i hv 2stand outside~ haha.. f na, nada org masuk, nahh.. ramai plang org mliat barang kemas intan berlian kami kuikuikui.. den i met Sham, haha.. naughty boy!! den he came over our stall n i told my granma dat he asked her phone no., bekenalan sama grandma n he was just smiling den we took off for a walking.. he asked me where's my grandma's house n i din wanna tell him haha n also asked me 2 send his regard 2my grandma n they said..

me: ne.. ia kirim salam arh nini

(All laughing)

aunt: iatah pemanis tuuu.. kirim slm arah nini mu atu

me: ia minta no. tel nini jua.. hehehehe

(All laughing)

grandma: tau nini tu hajat nya tu.. pemanis tu~

me: nda ihhh.. haha

guess what?? how's my driving now?? *thumbs up* nyaha.. i even drove for my mum n my aunt.. wuhuuu~ my mum olredi trust me dat my driving is good, she even told me 2park d car.. n my lil bro of 15yrs old?? he's suck!! huahua.. arah selekoh na pandai kan tekan brake.. he's totally suck~ juz bcoz ur underage wahh.. nyahahaha *evil* n for now, m juz learning how 2 change d speedy for manual thing, at least.. i know where's speed 1-5, free n reverse.. nyaha~ jadi pro street racer ne nanti.. kuikui~ like initial D *dreaming* cud it be?? coz im a girl... XP i love cars wahhhhh!

Rank cars in bru:

Rank 1: Porsche

Rank 2: MercedezRank

3: BMW.. but i love BMW so muchie~ =D ((one day, i will buy a BMW sport car, *back 2dreaming*))

OMG!! i hv 2 weeks left return back 2philip.. hmmm~ =) i love brunei.. but, i love philip to0.. When m in Philip, i'd eagerly want 2go back brunei, so s d other hand.. i love brunei coz of my other families, friends n home sweet home. i love philip coz of d malls (rock yeh!!), d school ((FUN!)), friends n shopping!! ;D

Ok, im speechless... gtg!! =)

((edited))

ok, so this is how it looks when we're tearing down d wallpapers, it's soo funn!! XD n d stairs was sooo hella messy..

Before

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After

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hmm.. i don like d new wallpapers~ coz i think.. it doesn't suit wif d color of d carpet stairs.. but my mum insists dat it's suits n matches wif d plywoods.. fine~

kalo udah ada gambar atu.. my face mana leh ketinggalan tu, nyehe~ enjoyzzzz \m/

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Wif ira

Wif Ira

Wif d twins! XD (Ira & Wais)

Rental+Driving

2005-07-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

One day... i,

Visited 2our blue villa house in d morning coz my dad's friends were going 2see around for d rent thing. D guy who wants 2rent d house is single, but.. he's goin 2b married wif an indonesian lady~ wow! she must b beautiful.. i mean, guys like him won't be married 2 a simple indonesian lady =P.. she must be beautiful n well educated 8-

He was wif his friend n they're checking d whole rooms.. they said d house is reli big for a married couple, but who knows d guy might rent it. He was taking some pictures to0 n believe me, he looked excited =D he really looked happy n smiled when he went 2 d 3rd floor n i hv no idea what's attracted him~ he was smiling all d way from upstairs 2 downstairs n also at d back of d house.. he did look satisfy n my dad called my mom dat he will be giving an answer at dis weekend~ so, afta finished checking d house.. we went 2 a shop at Jerudong n along d way, my mom n i were discussing about dat guy's reaction n we agreed dat d guy likes d house but.. it's just dat, d problem is.. dat house is big for them. i mean, 7 rooms, 3 living rooms, 2 dinner rooms, *uncounted rooms* just for a married couple?? doesn't it scary n feel lonely when they stay there?? i don mind tho.. but, oh well~ it's their problem.. *dunno, don care*

I can't believe tis! im learning driving a car! uwa ha ha ha.. thank god my mum allowed me n she allowed my lil bro of 15yrs old learning driving to0?? d heck? My aunt taught us n op coz, it's automic.. no manual man! manual is really hard like.. have 2 step anader pedal afta release d other pedal or what? n hv 2 change dat thing* of speedy.. geeezz~ dat's reli confusing me *blerghh*

So, Day 1..

Was suck!! =P afta reversing d car, i was reli confused wif my aunt's instruction.. like what?? apa kan?? bahapa kan ne?? "blajar steering dulu wahhh... na passed eh" n d kids n d other mums were laughing at d door watchin me.. =P they teased me! n i thought we're goin 2drive down d hill n i reli confused coz my aunt asked me 2turn left-right-left-reverse-go- panat.. den i asked her what we're doing n she said, "men pusing2 dulu wahh.. pandai plang c.hafiz," n i said, "O0o0.. gto laaaa men round-roundddddd.. pikir kan turun ke bukit~ mana na ku bengangggg.." haha.. mental~ driving was fun haha.. i alwez step d pedal hardly which is reali faster n my aunt told me not to do dat n i said, "vohrink wahh, perlahan ahh.. i do like dat wen im racing.." n she said, "racing lainnnn~ racing apa?"..... " Go kart??!" n she's laughing hysterically.. yah suree~ go on.. keep laughing.. overall, steping pedals was go0d, tapi handle steering lum brapa.. =P so, went down d hill n drove around d nearby small streets only..

Day 2,

was good!!! hahahaha.. passed passed~ now i know how 2 handle d steering when reversing.. like, have 2 turn one n a half or twice.. yeayyy-yeayyy* XD clap clap.. i figured it out when i was dreaming+visualizing it.. =D ~despite of my good handling, my aunt allowed me 2drive outside d street, so there was many cars passing by! at 1st, i didn't want to but she made me to do it~ =P n learning driving over a hump.. t'well, it's go0d~ but i still didn't feel satisfy driving on d road of 2lanes.. nyaha~ hope it will b better on d next day of learning~ =D

Sultan's b'day week

2005-07-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

Edited

Howdy hooo... Ryte~ Urm.. i forgot what was happened in last week..

Anywayss

I went 2 d mall wif my friends last week on Sat. Watched a movie den had a dinner at d foodcourt. c.Daus caliiii! ^_^ Ia ambil 2-pisau makan di foodcourt kan di bawanya ke jamban sal takut ada hantu.. haha gila~ n about tis waitress lg.. eeee~ so funny..Afta dat, they dropd us at Coffe Bean, so i chilled out at there for a while~ Gosh man! n Again,I thought i was in Starbucks! Perghh.. Patutla d cashier bengang 2 d max =P he asked me whether i wanted a cream or not, den i said i want a coffee, n he went like,

Cashier: "What ma'am??"

Me: "I want d coffee flavor."

Cashier: "U want caramel ryte?"

Me: "Yerp! I want a caramel frappucino.."

Cashier: "X-qs me, Whaat?? u wan a caramel Ice-blended ryte?"

Me: *shock* "Ah! Awu ahh.. i thought it's starbucks!" (Hitting my cuz's shoulder)

Nyaha.. so embarassing~ Daym..i do miss Starbucks! Cud any1 build a Starbucks cafe in Bru, plez? Kuno arr w/o it..~

So, we went back at 11.30..btw, my sis's bf's car got a prob! haha.. we're so luckyyyy~ Mun mati d tangah jalan raya adesssss.. d car's battery was low n getting low, n when we're already arrived.. his car went turned off immediately, nasib! Kereta mati time2 kan parking.. so my dad lent him my mum's car 2get his home n he returned back d day afte 2get his car back but still.. K.O~ so yeah, they towed d car i think.. or maybe they charged d batt wif his bro..

Starting on Mon, i slept d whole day until on Thurs.. haha XD Sampai my mum marah2 n she asked me what was happening 2me sleeping d whole day~ =S but op coz we're still in contact.. (Mr.X)

Uwaa,Tanganku bengkak! So goddam itchy man! i got sting by a bee.. I went down 2my nanny's farm at d back n millions2 of mosquitos came over me.. n i moved my hands all over my body so dat d mosquitos wudn't bite me, n.. yesss.. i slapped a bee! i didn't do it on purposeee, maaynn.. n i got sting! it's really hurting! n i was screaming.. my lil bro said it's not a bee, it's a mosquito.. yeah sure! I'm d one who got sting by a bee, not u *duhh* n do u know how hurt is it?? so squeeze me~

I promise i won't go down there anymore! So don invite me 2go camping like Sam did.. he called me a loser, well.. well.. maybe i'm a loser =P maybe not~ nasib bek satu.. mun banyak? n one more thing.. nasib bek arah tangan ku!.. mun arah muha ku??! ada ku inda bjalan2 keluar.. tahan dlm rumah.. kuikuikui =P

My daddy returned back 2Philip last Monday due to Sultan's b'day n they had 2invite d whole embassies in Philip 2celebrate it.. n i heard he's coming back at d end of tis month, n im not so sure about it.. yes, yes.. my advance! can't waittt.. nyaha.. lol*

N last nyte, Sat. nyte..

i went 2gadong 2meet up Syaz's sibling; Syazwi n had a chance 2see her gf; Meah i guess. n i met Din there to0! my x-skewl mate. i'd prefer him wif his hair growing rather than skin head.. haha~ i tot Aishah was wif him, otherwise i was gonna bout hang-out wif them to0.Anywez, i felt kinda uncomfortable in d coffee zone.. haha, i've been there a few times but still, i like coffee bean, chill and d cafe nearby 2cinemaplex much better. they're comfortable for me.. n Sam.. gosh~ he wanted 2 meet me when i was at gadong n den.. when i was at BSB, he was on d way 2 gadong n asked me 2go there twice.. mas ku ingauuu~ He alwez asking me 2hang out wif him but.. yg ia malar akhir datang atuuu, janji melayu~ hmph.. dat day i told him 2 meet me up around 8pm.. den he came at 10.30 pm.. n of coz i wasn't there~ cana kan jumpa f catu?? i h8 waiting 4ppl..so, don find n ask me if ur late~ ur making mess wif me, it means u'll b suffering of it.. hahaha *evil's laughing*~

Den.. went 2 BSB wif my cuzzies. Ya Allahai... Rusak sudah Brunei ani~ Bini jd laki, laki jd bini.. Bini2 nada kewanitaannya, org punk'd sana sini.. likeee.. d heck?? Rugged tah tu?? Psshhh* well, u cud find them around YY (yayasan) ish ish ish.. bek bertaubat~ bengang kami mliat bini2 sorang ani cakapnya mcm lelaki.. she was soo scarrryyyyy!!~ she was yelling 2 her friends macamm.. kan kelaie tah ganya padahal suruh kawannya bjalan..so Overall, kami suma bengang 2d max-est di sana huhu.. wat a bunch of weirdos~

I met ichiro (Samsul) di sana!! OMG! stylo yooo.. i love his hair soo much.. macam d guy in d phyne ballerz group.. dunno wat's his name~ mukanya lg mcm jepun.. lawa lawa lawa.. hahahaha plus he's soo goddam tall! mlangui ganya inda kn mliat mukanya ahh.. cam apa~ den trjumpa Syaz lagi di sana.. brapa kali nah? At SOAS,he was beside our car when we're heading 2 BSB ( but i didn't know he was there), at d stalls pun ia ada, when we're buying drinks pun ia ada.. hah!! Syaz is a stalker!! haha kidding.. =P

my cuzzies were sooo vain mayn! bgambar sana-sini.. n they're alwez taking pics of us, n they were so hella funny ^_^ we're laughing all d time, made my tummy hurt n my cheeks cramped =D afta we went 2 d stalls, we headed back 2 YY n chilled out there for a while.. around 12am we moved on 2 get home.. was about 2invite them playing a pool at Arena but then hihihi malass.. Boring ehh bandar ahh, nada papa~ O.M.O saja kami.. (Orang mliat orang) ^_^

So got home around 12.30am, we was about 2go ghost haunting.. but since none of us expert about this thing, inda jadiii~ f ada apa2 hal.. cana? place for haunting standby dahhh.. =P n one more thing, i was d only girl ahh.. my cuzzies suma laki2.. galat-nyeerrr~ so, wen we're arrived at our home, Zul hit a flower a vase when he was reversing his car.. haha~ na kan na nampak.. tekajut kami, pikir bunyi apa..

neway, that's all for now.. i guess m going 2 blog once a week.. hihi, biar panjangggggg ngalih kamu mmbaca =P

*iyan's signing off*

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Edited

o0o0o0o.. nyang ku~ ada bunga api mlm ani.. Cissss. Ramai org na caya kan aku ani wahhh, minta gosok kali kepla dorang suma atu kuikuikui.. aneway, didn't go anewer.. dorang tu punya pasal hmph*

WAs about 2go empire watching a movie in afternoon, but then.. lagi, my friend n i were soooo goddam lazy~ haha.. was still sleepy n didn't get enuf sleep last nytee~ aihhhh...

When i was taking a nap, my aunt woke me up coz my bf came over 2 my house, like.. bf?? sapa tuu?? owhhh, c.Shammm.. he's not my bf tho, but my aunt n my mum kept saying on dat.. like mcm2 udah mamaku sabut nama laki2 ani saying dat they're my bf.. aihhhh, wateva~ anewezz, he came 2 wrong house hihih... we're living at my grandma's house..n he was at my house yang nada ber-orang ahh.. haha~ biar iaa *jahat* den afta half an hour, i replied his msg n told him dat im not living there n he asked whether my grandma's house is far from my house, n i said "Jaaauhhhhhh!!" haha.. actually it's in one village; Kg.mulaut =P biar kauu =D anywez, he asked me 2join him goin 2 Bandar n i said dat im not goin anewer 2nyte, plus my tummy is hurt n he said his to0.. laaaaa~ siannnn.... mnunggu batah2 di luar rumah sana bersakit perut, kejam nyeeee i =D

n he didn't believe at me 1st coz when he got there, lights outside were off at 1st n den they're on. well, automatically turn on tu lai sayanggg haha, stiap pukul 6.30 lights will turn on automatically.. jan tertipu kpdnya =P

oh! talking bout our house, sum1's gonna rent our house n.. they'll be checking our house sumday. Pengarah my daddy suruh sewa rumah tu drpd kosong.. well, he's ryte tho~ he said dat d house is big, sayang klu di biarkan kosong bek tah di sewa.. n he offered us 2rent $2,500 per month.. n my mum didn't agree with d cost at 1st coz it's too cheaper. what?? cheaper?? mahal jua tuu $2,500 sebulan, but then.. she changed her mind n she accepts it~ geeezz.. she said dat d money is going 2b for my studyin oversea sumday.. n, gosh* i won't let my parents down, i promise dat~

So, like.... i hv 2 tell all of my friends dat, if u guys saw some ppl at there or rumah atu mcm meriah.. org lain tu ahhh~ but.. i think it's a go0d trick f i ain't telling them, biar dorang salah rumah/orang.. nyaha~ jahat* no worries, i'll tell them f d rent thing confirmed..

n, awuuu.. kpd yang ke bandar watching d fireworks, kirim kan ku bunga api ahhhh... XD

Sick+bbq+haircut

2005-07-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

Howdy everybodehh~ well, much things were happened in last week.. oh, let me start off wif last week on Monday.

Monday

Went 2 d mall.. decided 2hv a haircut for my beautiful lil bro at essensuals.. but since d hairdressers were having an appoinment n none of them was free, we checked out at d salon near 2cinemaplex.. it's cheaper den Essensuals.. $10 for men.. but i dunno how much for women.. n den, they said on Monday is an off day for men n asked us 2come by 2moro.. mas ku ingauu.. so, yah.. he didn't hv a haircut.. daym.. he looks like a girl, man!! everyone thinks he's a girl.. We went to DQ n afta dat.. n we went 2 Le' Apple buying a birthday ice-cream cake for Aine.. it's Aine's bufday!! Hapi 1 year old, Aine ^_^. AT night, we were celebrating it juz for d members of d house.. n it's fun!

Tuesday

I was sick!! my tummy was cramped, my legs were cold, got a headache, my throat was hurt.. felt like 2vomit many times but it didn't come out.. so, my parents brought me along 2Sengkurong Clinic since my parents also had an appoinment wif a doctor, checking their blood level and calories level. We're so damn pissed off d receptionist, dude!! she didn't even look at us while talking to us.. n den, d way she talked was goddam disrespectful!! n my mother said,

Mum: Marung mukanya ani.. na pandai kan senyum

Dad: Sapa? awu.. marah2 tia plang ani

Mum: Mau kan di complain tu ah.. ulah mu atu dang.. *pointing at her* Bcakap mcm org kurang ajar ani

Me: *smiling* (feels satisfied)

They said it right infront of her, but i didn't see dat bitch reaction.. coz i was looking down n hearing them talking like dat..den i asked my mum,

Me: Cana kan mama complain?

Mum: Complain arah kawan bapa mu ah..

Me: Sapa??

Mum: DR.(name).. Ia menteri kesihatan.. Biasa bapamu dengan ia tu

Me: Bek plang mama ingati nama bini2 arh reception a2..

Mum: Inda mama teliat namanya..

uwa hahaha.. biar ia kana panggil~ haktuihhhh.. org k sana sakit2 kana marahi oleh ia tia plang~

Den.. d receptionist passing through us n my mum was still bummed.. she even still pointing at her, like.. sabar* n a few moments.. i looked back n it's not her, mana tia?! My mum still intai kan ia ahh.. sampai balik~ duhh* yes, back 2 d check up.. d doctor checked my stomach n she said maybe i was gonna hv a period, i alread had a period! memajal balik2 gitau yg aku kn ada period~ i said udah, udah, udah wahh.. den she gave me a pack of panadol which is stronger den any panadol, coz panadol has many functions 2work against d illnesses.. d panadol weighs 500g n i had 2eat 2 tablets. 1000g yoo~ i hate swallowing up d tablets.. it alwez get stuck on my tongue n d taste's so bad!! *blergh!*

So, had nothing 2do.. all i cud do was sleeping all d day.. figthing d urges~ but i felt good wen my BB (best buddy) called me n he cheered me up~ gosh.. he had a fever to0! =S my tummy was getting hurt n i asked my granma 2massage my tummy a few times.. felt good afta she did it~ n my granma gtau parut ku brbunyi.. which was, my tummy was empty.. n i said, i ate already.. pbaik tah my lidah pahit kn makan~ n my eyes were so fcuking watery.. like i was cyring.. psh*

Wednesday

felt better den yesterday, but my tummy was still hurt n rasa mcm ayung2 ckit.. At night, Aine had a ceremony of 'papat jambul' at her otha granma's house.. they all went there but i cudn't coz my tummy's still hurt~ Did nothing.. *boringggggg*

Thursday

i felt good!! haha.. i even drank a pepsi n my mum was mad coz i just got over from sick.. but nahh~ i felt good! =P

*anyways.. i 4got wat was happned on Thursday & Friday actually.. but there's something happened.. apa ahh?? hmm..

Saturday

It's an official bufday party day! Bufday party for Aine was today! a bouncer came.. n it's fun.. d bouncer was really big! n they bought bottles of soap for d bouncer so that it wud b slippery n fun 2 play~ apa nah?? sabun utk cuci mangkuk!! sandis... ingat kami ani mangkuk kali~ adess.. cubatah shampoo ka.. sabun badan ka... ani sabun utk cuci mangkuk~ So, we had a bbq again.. n it's fun! Aine got a lots of presents.. my mum was mad at me when i was wearin a sleveless pink shirt.. coz i wanted 2go play bouncer afta dat.. like, sejak bila mama marah mliat aku pakai sleveless ani?? D pilipin puas ku mmakai d rumah.. so i changed my shirt into my short-sleveless.. (like a sleveless, but it's not)..

So afta d party, we played bouncer until 1 am.. sajuk kali ahh~ actually we wanted 2play hide-and-seek again!! haha.. but since some of d kids were scared.. we cancelled it~ kacauuuu... oh ya, i was throwing a cold of ice-water 2them when they're sliding down n dey said, "Uishhh! Sajuk ku ihh airnya ne!", n i was laughing coz he didn't know dat i was throwing it at him.. n mimi was laughing to0.. n den we decided 2take a bottle of ice-water n threw 2d other guy.. n he said, "Ahh!! Sajuk ku ihh!" n we're laughing again!.. they didn't know that we threw d ice-water at them.. so annoying! haha.. n den dis big giant came n played d bouncer.. duii maaaa~ mmbari ijap mliat ia main ahh... abis terkuar air ulihnya tkana org lain =P

Sunday

D kids woke up earlier playing d bouncer.. n i had a lil of headache n ayung ckit2~ We went 2my cuzzie's house at Tutong in d afternoon.. baca doa selamat coz my cuzzie's going to USA.. dunno for how long, how fun is dat?! We're already planned 2go JP at night.. but since we're all kinda lazy coz just got back from my cuzzie's house, we cancelled it..

Monday

Went 2dmall.. wif my sis n her bf;Izat. my beautiful brother n i went 2 a salon on ground floor right infront of d Guardian shop. My sis recommended us 2go there.. ohh!! i love d placee!! siuk 2 d max!! D receptionist asked us which hairdresser do we like, a normal hairdresser or a fashion hairdrsser.. n op coz i chose d fashion one!! XD We had been placed in a special room jus for 2 of us! D room has a plasma tv, a laptop n a game so that we wudn't b bored.. d place is so daym fun!! Well, they got anader rooms to0 but.. our room is more privacy~ XD i love my hair so muchie!! i didn't regret it.. i chose my hair like a japanese hairstyle n i chose a korean hairstyle for my beautful brader~ Our hair is so nice!! n guess how much is it?? mine was $22 n my lil bro $18.. so it's $40! daym.. mahal sandis~ but anyway.. as longs it's nice, n i love it! XD afta dat, we went 2d foodcourt n eating our lunch.. den kn watch a movie malas tah jua kami.. nyaha~

Afta dat, went 2d komunis.. bought 'The sims makin' magic', goshhh.. man!! i missed so much of 'The sims' games!! i just saw 'The sims 2 university', 'The sims single up your life' and 'The sims... bla, bla..' im 'The sims' freak!! so i hv to collect all of 'The sims' games! i got all of d old ones like the sims superstar, d sims unleashead, d sims vacation.. etc. except these games dat i just saw! fine.. im gonna buy it sumday.. juz wait! =P

Went 2 a clinic in Qlap in d afternoon wif my cuzzie.. benci ku ihh~ but as long ia bg upah $20, aku sanggup!! nyahaha.. n d doctor checked my body temperature n it's still kinda high.. den he checked my throat n he said it's red.. namanya aku baru kn baik dr demam.. duhh~ he asked me 2drink more warm water not cold water! daym... i don drink warm water.. minuman teh pagi2 pun aku tambah 3-4 cubes of ice.. believe me! den we went 2Hua Ho.. bought snacks n drinks.. XD

Tuesday

Woke up by my grandma's screaming.. my aunt had an accident~ she's fine.. but not her husband~ he got a hit on his head which he forgot how his car had been hitted, when, how n why.. he didn't remember anythng about d accident. D doctor told 2speak wif him alwez so dat he coud remember everythin.. but i hv no idea which he can rememba n which is not~ or maybe he just cn't rememba bout d accident~

Wednesday

Went 2 my cuzzie's carwash n watched them washing d car.. so fun!! haha.. especially d snow wash, rasanya kan mandi! haha den we're just driving around Mulaut & Sengkurong areas, JPCC watching them playing Polo, soccer.. den driving around d empire.. afta dat picked up my maid at our blue villa house coz she's cleaning outside~ Some of our vases had been stolen by sum1..cheh~ Pasu bunga pun kan dicuri.. banartah~ Na terdapat pasu kali org atu.. Was about 2go sumwhere at night wif my sis.. but since i was soooo goddam lazy i didn't join them~ Ngalih ku wahh.. kan kmpul energy jap..

oh well.. gtg now~ hehe.. byezzz XD \m/

*iyan's signing off*

A great week!

2005-06-26T02:27:00.000+08:00

Holaaaaa....

Sunday was d best! haha.. coz i stayed at home, ok what?! =P i was tired within these days, didn't get enuf sleep~ jalan sana-sini.. bestt yooo~ sadang.. kuikui~

On Monday, met Izdihar again~ (grandma, interviews n cooking stuffs haha XD). So, watched a movie called 'Premonition'. OK la.. siuk jua~ but not dat as best as 'Shutter'~ Ada jua part yg scary.. n i saw Izdihar screaming!! haha.. but i started it first den he screamt~ n d annoying thing was dat talkative guy.. Berckp tah ganya dr awal sampaiiiiiiii ada cast nama pelakon2.. so daym annoying.. n we were all like asking him 2shut his mouth.. some ppl kata 'Shhhhh!!' arh dat guy, including me.. bising wahhh~ mcm org baru pnah ke wyg saja.. rasanya kn baling my coklet arh ia ahh~ so, we were still sitting on d chair coz we wanted see who's dat guy, n Iz said f he was smaller he wud hv beaten him up.. but apparently, he was not! haha.. badannya basar! Na jadi blasah.. =P n things go on.. haha. oh, i love his cousins! haha.. so funny~ kn trcramp ganya inda my cheeks ahh.. they're craaaaaazzyyy~ XD n den, trjumpa Syazwan at d entrance door.. he went over d mall 2meet his friends.. n dropd me off 2my cuzzies'. thank u, Syaz!

Then i went over 2 Mr.X's place afta dat.. i thought my day was ended afta chilling out at d Coffee bean w. my cuzs.. so, singgah arh Mr.X's place (acelerrr.. di mana~ XD) coz he asked for it, op coz leeerrr mauu!! things are working out well btween me & him.. XD oh gosh!! ^_^ n he was sendin me home but b4 that.. we went 2some places (Definitely Heaven!) den to Arena.. met some friends~ wahahaha.. it was totally a 'Heaven' nit!!!

So.. got home at 1 am.. fuyooo...akhir tu~ Wat cn i say, a 'Heaven' nite!! ^_^ n now, i miss him hugging me.. eeeeee~ >.<.. but anyway, m in stressed... uwaaaaa~ coz of some guys.. benci ku ihhh, salah2 plang ku dibuatnya.. n now, m so scared of them~ let's just make it easier.. i'd rather appreciate if they wanna become my 'BEST' buddies rather than being a 'special' person.. well, if they know dat im over heels on them, it's just a 'Crush'.. doesn't mean i 'Love' them.. jangan fikir aku kan menyinta, ku hanya memuji~ cehhh.. OMFG! m so scaredd!! seriously.. they make me scared~ my cuzzies n my sis apa lagi! lg menakutkan aku hingga ke zahir & batin ku.. seriously, i will get scared when things are getting serious~ when it was so-so.. i ignored bout it n continued treating them mcm biasa.. like, heyyy.. i didn't treat them dat over smpai they misunderstand bout d relationship.. fcuk maynnn~ n thanx 2them, they've juz scared me n they're probably hving a hard time.. huhu~ wateva dat means.. =X Be a best buddy? Can? =S bla.. bla~

Oh, ada a worker (My Amit's) kana tahan d balai polis Sengkurong~ Kana tlipun pagi2 buta.. so i had 2 give up ignorin d ringing coz no1's answerin d phone.. tak suka aku bckp dlm tlipon ne~ So, d police said d worker kna tahan sal masaalah ugama =X bohhhhh.. duiii~ i wonda what he did. n d police asked 2send over his worker's pass n his passport by dat time.. au ih, blesen ku ne kn ngantar passport ke sana ahh, balai polis jua lagi.. n one more thing, ada ka patut polis tu panggil aku 'Ma-Che'.. aku apa lagi, suka ati ku ihh~ makin ku ubah2 suara ku.. biar ia~ kuikui.. so i gv a msg 2my amit n... entah ahh, he called n asked more detail bout it~ dunno what he's goin 2do.. don't know, don't care arrr~

Den, at 3am.. when i was playin wif my laptop, i heard sum1 was knocking d door n i was scared! Kan pacah ganya inda org katuk pintu atu.. so, i woke my cuzzies Hakim & Daus up.. when they werelooking over d window, no1 ws there. N we were still awake wondering who was it n we were searching all over d windows. N den, ada org knocking on a door di blakang bahagian bilik tamu n by that time, Hakim checked who was on d door n it was a police!! Hahhh!!

Den, i woke my parents up, aunt n uncle.. Rupa2nya psl d worker yg kena tahan~ Sanggup dtg k rumah pagi2 buta.. Org biarkn dulu worker atu dlm jail~ padanz mukaaa!! I heard he rented a room near 2Sengkurong's mosque.. wassehhh~ Kn brsama pelacur ne...~ bleh tahan ehhh... $5 kali service-nya ne.. eeeyuccckkiiieeee~ kuikuikui... =X n as far as i know from now on, td ia kana bawa ke jabatan ugama n now, he's been released.. but sumthing's not done~ malas aku msuk campur hal org ne.. huahuahua

Anyway, on Wednesday.. Went to Borneo clinic in d aftanoon den 2Ayamku n den, in nyte.. went 2dmall 2meet my friends but then, i cancelled it in last minute when i got there coz i wanted spend time wif my cuzzies. So, we went 2play a pool n a funny thing was about DQ ice-cream! wakakakaka.. so funny~ So got home around 10.30pm, tukang driver was my sis' bf~ hehehe.. biar ia~ my sis asked for it.. apa lagi, we were in d mall while they're at Empire hotel. Den, in midnyte.. ehem* jumpa Mr.X again! XD lotsa things happned n overall, anader heaven nite! ^_^ m gettin 2miss him every single day! XD we went to JP den to Arena.. bla bla~ i miss him huggin me XD n d rest is adelerrrrr..~ let it be a sweet memory between me and him.. ^_^

On thursday, went 2Borneo clinic again..n d doctor asked me 2sleep earlier next time.. hmmm~ i can't mayn! huahua.. i went 2 two borneo clinics today sbb... adelerrrr =P afta dat, went 2d mall.. had a haircut at Essensuals. Goshh.. they're good! i don feel regret havin a haircut at d salon~ I loved my hair afta he's done wif my hair n he said, "Lawakan.. rambut dia ni..." n his friends goes like, "Elehhh.. sbb customermu lawa bahh..mukanya yg bawa lawa atu"n they were like havin a mouth fight n i was laughing smiling watching them figthing..cali ahh~ memajal sorang2.. but anywy, it looked like mcm na bgunting except d layers *blergh* but, i still like it.. ^_^ so, went to my cuzzie's house afta dat while waitin for a flight of my families from Umrah n they're arrived at 5.50 pm.

On Friday.. i wuz tryin 2keep away from my amit..nyaha~ f na, kana bawa ke clinic lagi, abis kana wanted.. =P i followed my god-bro bjalan;Aiman..Yes, my g0d-brader~ asked him 2drop me off at Mr.X's place.. yeyyy~ anader heaven day!! ^_^ Just him & me.. me & him, we.. us.. XD ~ He's totally a special person for me.. but still, we're friends n we know dat we hv dis chemistry n get along very well, more den friends.. but~ nahh.. who cares.. as long as we're happy ^_^ coz he knows dat im not ready for d relationship.. but, he's more den friend for me XD so as him~ we've discussed bout it.. =P

on Saturday.. actually, my best buddy wanted 2bring me watch a movie at 2o'clock n Sam, wanted 2meet me at nite.. but, since we had a bbq, i had 2reject their invitations coz dangani my mum buying cakes n stuffs for bbq..It was fun!! XD n u know wat ? we played hide-n-seek tangah2 mlm dlm pkl 11.30! but anyway, my cuzzies said im good at hide-n-seek.. nyahaha~ benci ku dorang ngikut aku hiding~ dlm kereta ikut jua dorang, at d back of garage suma pun ikut.. yg calinya, my phone was ringing coz sum1 gv a missed call skali kdapatan.. n den Najib lagi calling tyme2 hiding ahh.. like, kacau~ nyaha.. i told him dat i wud gv him a msg l8r n den, but i din.. nyaha~ Aku kalo siuk sendiri.. mmmm.. jan di harap, kuikuikui.. but overall, d hp laaaa yg bawa kacau ani.. so, ada yg hiding dlm pick-up, atas pick-up, dlm perahu, dlm kereta, bawah engine kereta mcm toyol ahh, blakang tayar, pretend jd orang tua2 ikut bcakap arh d menfolk.. duduk2 on d bench sama d menfolk, tutup muka dgn suratkhabar (Fadhli), den he saw me in d car.. ikut jua ia! n den, c.Daus ia masuk di bunit kereta which i was hiding den he said ia painful dlm bunit so ia na jadi dlm bunit..lolz! n kbanyakkannya dorang hiding bhind d cars la.. ada yg laying bawah engine.. nyaha! So funnyy.. wat an idiot.. ^_^

n there was sumthing hppnd when i was hiding behind a big vase n suma udah kena spotted except me, n i din wanna go out n let them finding me where was i.. den Hakim said, "Ahhh!!Nampak c.Iyan ahhh.. bawah pokok pisang!!" n i wz curious like, "Bawah pokok pisang??!i ain't hiding there..," fadhli knew where was i hiding n he said, "Apa ihh! Mana ia hiding bawah pokok pisang ahh.." n my lil-bro, Hafiz said, "Bohh duii! Sapa kan kau liat ahh?" n i wuz getting scared so i went out from d place dat i was hiding.. n Hakim went curious all d way.. eeee~

So, we were asking what did he saw at d tree.. he said dat he saw a girl wif long hair behind d tree n he thought it was me! Lyke.. FCUK!! Sapa tuu.. n d kids went scared n we were acting like nothing wat wuz happened b4, n kami apa lagi.. menakutkan lagi kanak2 ah.. sampai C.Amal mnangis mndgr cerita kami.. nyaha~ We're mean! kekekeke... but, terkajut kami laa.. c.Amal mnangis.. ~ I know, we shudn't hv played hide-n-seek at midnyte.. but i gave 'em a warning b4, neva hide alone except with a partner- except we;d teengers..we're sumtymes hiding alone..but, im sure im not gonna hide di pokok pisang ahh! dat's for sure!! i don wana hide at there coz i heard ppl who play hide-n-seek di pokok pisang kkadang kana tapuk oleh hantu~ daym, luckily i didn't hide d sana.. i had dis mind olredi btapuk di pokok pisang but since mcm tmpatnya gelap 2d max n semak, aku na jadi btapuk di sana~ n we've experienced it about hiding di pokok pisang b4 when we were kids.. sumthin happned n chaos brabis dat tyme.. hmm, move on~

So, we had lucky draw.. cutting birthday cakes of my twins siblings.. XD nyaha~ Ira&Wais.. OMFG!! D kids were sooooo hyperrr.. i h8 them fighting n shoutin bout d presents n d cakes.. antamz kamu~ n i missed watching AF3 concert, na apa.. ada lagi ulangannya tu..n every1 went home around 12am,it was reli fun!! ^_^ n um next week, maybe we'll b having anader birthday party for Aine! hmm.. what shud i give~ -_^

*iyan's signing off*

hang teen

2005-06-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

howdy hoooo....~ it's been a great in last 2 days

Last Wed, went 2d Mall.. met Syazwan, setelah skian lama tak bjumpa, wassehh~ Invited my friend; Efy coz i needed 2return her belongings.. haha, sum1 got pissed off! haha~ No worries, Sabar sha.. jantah d layan bnr2 ulahnya~ awu saja tia apa yg ia ckp.. haha. Syaz! U look so small lerr.. haha, aga.. makan Vitamin bnyk2 jd besar! XD hihi Watched Batman Bgns d movie.. It wuz fcukin boring, i said~ Sumtymes i closed my eyes.. konon tidur la~ didnt hv too much actions, only d last part of climax.. chehhhh~

Afta watched d movie, went to Foodcourt meeting Izdihar; whom i din get a chance 2meet him last yr.. so i was wondering how did he look like, n Syaz said; "Liat sha yg mcm gay, iatah tu.." entah whether he said gay ka or pondan~ haha.. den i met him!! haha.. yg slalu ngucap aku bjabir ah.. sasakku ihh.. Kembar c.Anding ahh~ hihi Mayn, he alwez called c.Syazwan..Syazwi (Syazwan's bro) lerrss, walaupun he's ur idol.. lol, n i corrected him everytime he called him 'Syazwi'.. aihh~ n den dorang ani ngucap 'Gay' sesama sendiri ani wah.. n i wuz like, 'Ahhh.. okayyy~ kamu dua2 gay kale' haha~ Iz treated us a drink.. yeay~ Thanx so much.. that was his promised hihi~ n we took some 'precious' pics.. haha..

Asked Syazwan 2send me home.. so he did~ Thanx Syaz, ur d hero! haha.. He was shaking while he was driving.. sian ahhh~ biarkn tia kli iaa freezing jd ice haha XD jahatt.. When i got home, i got a headache.. entah sal apa ka, den i asked for Panadol soluble from my mom, n she said dat everyone got a headache.. hmmm~ den cudn't sleep.. ishh! probably i was frustrated watching Batman Bgns movie a2 kali.. vohrink ahh~ haha..

Den, d day afta that.. hung-out wif my other friends.. d gurlfriends in d aftanoon! XD gila... kata ambil lapas sembahyang jumat.. smbhyang Asar ada kali~ Kusut ku ulihnya.. so, bila sampai.. went 2 Batu Bersurat waiting 4Aziey to pick her up~ n teka nahh.. i met Mardewi, she was almost hited my friend's car (what'd u expect, i think it was her first time driving).. eeeee~ matih ihhh.. lapas tu, kami aga salah kadai tmpat c.Aziey ani lg, nda kan badluck tu..? hahha XD rupa2nya di Kiulap.. blergh*

SO, went 2dmall.. met Nis & Myrah~ Dorang suma kata mukaku mcm Mary-kate Olsen.. ya kaaaaann?? XD chit-chat sama dorang, n i was trying 2talk wif dem in malay, but mulut ku kn bckp in English, n they're laughing at me coz dorang kata malay ku na lagi btantu.. haha, coz i wuz like talking trstop2 mmikirkn apa ertinya dlm b.melayu ani.. lupa ku wahh apa wordsnya dlm malaynya ~lol! so chilled out d foodcourt den jln2 around gdg..

At night, went 2a cafe near 2cinemaplex.. i didn't know that! haha.. baru ku realize ada cafe sana wahh.. so, met some new boy-friends of Aishah. And there was diz guy occupationnya a Steward n he was fcuking CUTE!! he's tall, broad-shoulder, white skin, got thick eyebrows..*like my dream's prince charming* but too bad..... he's drinking n go clubbing style..~ but he's so gentle. n one of his friends, his occupation was a discipline tchr arh Skulah menengah sumwhere.. aaiihh, he was so SCARY~ he's funny tho~ XD ketawa saja ulihnya.. b-bbq ku tuu dlm cafe ahh... mcm apa~ den, they're asking whether i hv a bf or not, n Aishah said, "Eihhhh..~ Anjing kali ahh bf-nya!!" in our words, anjing means HOT.. they all undastood our language~ CAWwWIII.. ding! but i was wondering sapa ka Aishah maksudkan yg HOT a2~ but anyhow.. let's move on.

So got home around 9.30pm.. n my cuzzy's hp(whose cellphone i borrowed in dat day), i wuz worried bout its credit~ baru sehari tu.. b4 it was around $28 jadi $20.. den, d day b4 it was recharged.. it was $12 den jadi $6.. ..sumpahhh~ san ku na banyak ku bmsged ani.. i didn't realize mayn.. ~ kurangkan mntxting org.. kuikuikui XD

And there's more i need 2meet up~ *scratching* bukan plang apa, m gona broke maynn.. and Crap! my aunt just took my pinkie lip-gloss n my pinkie bench perfume~ na apaaaaa.. dpt ku mmbali lg =P

i told my mum bout Mardewi's driving, n she went like nothing~ sal abangnya tia plang.. n she said abang c.mardewi a2 wanna hv a relationship btween him n my mum, his mum is my mum's closer friend n my mum said,

Mum: Abangnya tu.. mau kan berbiran sama mama~
Me: What's berbiran? (Entah ahh.. i think berbiran kali~ i 4got =X )
Mum: Ia mau ada relation sama mama bah.. f nda, mama tamukan kau sama abangnya saja~
Me: Aih! Na ku mauuu ihhh.. pssshh*
Mum: Lawa tu abangnya ahh.. putiiiiiiih~
Me: .......
Mum: C.Iza inda dapat, kau saja tah nah.. nanti mama suruh ia mminang kau *giggling*
Me: Inda! Inda! Inda!
Mum: Jan kau.. Org beusin tu~
Me: Duli! Na ku mau jua..

D hell?? i wuz talking bout Mardewi.. beralih plang sal abangya~ dude, he's not my typo.. Aku ne pmilih ckit ne, pbaik tah ia kaya~ His father's working in d palace n Prince Muhtadee Billah had visited 2their house during raya.. i saw their pic when i was at their home~ Rumah, kereta dorang besar2 ih.. Inda! Inda! Na ku mau jua.. Eeeeee~

so, in d aftanon, dangani my mum bjalan.. wif my Aunt Babu~ buying snacks for an upcoming bbq.. but havn't decided when it will b held~ Maybe afta my grandma n my cuzzies got back from Umrah.. yeay yeay ^_^

So, gtg now~ ^_^ that's all for now!! \m/

Days in Bru

2005-06-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

Howdy hoo~ let's get started anywez..

On last sunday, my grandma n my bungsu took off for Umrah for 2weeks long.. Aine's parents hv gone for umrah so, we're taking care of her.. i asked bungsu 2buy me a perfume which is a small bottle of fruit scent,n im totally in love with d smell~ miss d smell coz i finished it n only can b found around Mecca, Jeddah o Medinah countries.. waaaaahh~ i miss d countries!! wanna go there once more.. ^_^ such a sweet memory wif my grandparents.. SIUK!! ^_^ anywayz, aine ikut jua ke airport n den sent her home wif my other aunt whom i called Tua..

Actually, we were planning 2hv a bbq on sat. nyte but.. faced a prob,juz a minor prob~ \m/ suma org bz wahhhh~ napa kn tuuuuu?? eeesshhh..

Ahhh.. on last monday, went to Gadong wif Aine, Tua n mimi~ coz i needed 2buy a powder face, l'oreal moose n a shaving~ awuu.. a shaving, so uncomfortable wif hairy on my skin;legs, under-arms.. oh don get over there!! Jan kuning yoo.. haHa~ move on......... *giggling* Kapih ku tarus mmbali brg2 atu, mahal gilerrrrr.. *grrrrrrr* i shud hv bought it b4 i came here.. hmmmm~ was funny when we're at Guardian, Centrepoint; i asked mimi 2hold Aine while i was searching 4d products..n after i paid for it, i saw Aine's eyelids were red n i thought she was sleepy or rubbing her eyes n den i saw some sparkling so i said, "Ko make-up kan ia?! Warna merah lagi tu!" n aine was smiling seeing my reaction.. banartah Mimi ani~ Dude, wat'd u expect? Mimi is a soft sassy boy wahh.. skati nya make-upi c.Aine~ cehhhhh.. n den, mimi Ucap c.Aine gatal lagi smasa di Jollibee..cz ia senyum2 arh dis guy cleaning d windows.. n dat guy smiled jua arh ia.. hahahaha~pacah..

And today, dangani Tuaku 2her office sending something for her friends, brought Aine n Mimi along~ Tanpa mereka i wud b bored as hell.. chewahh n den, stopped by at Pizza hut n ate a pizza.. c.Aine apa lagi~

Awww~ Poor Aine.. ia damam =( panas badannya~ i juz found out when we got home, but she's still in active.. brlari sana sini.. acts as usual as if she was not sick. Well, dat's good~ i don wana hear her crying..

anyways, we were playing diz game, men 'Ballon' org panggil~ hahah, dat reminds me when i was a kid~ Bising satu ruang tamu oleh kami, dorang lagi brteriak kuat sandis.. =P n b4 dat, we were playing cards aka daun terup~ b4 we played 'Cangkul' my dad interrupted us n showed us a trick! like.. how does he do dat? n he said ada sumthing bacaan, n he cud see *sumthing on d cards.. n i said, "0o0, mesti ada clue or symbols on d card ne" while checking all over a card* n he said dat i cudn't see it bcoz i can't.. hmmm.. den i asked my mum cmana, she said sumthing wif urat2an.. entahness* they don wanna teach me.. wassup wif dat? i was so excited how 2do it~

*Urfff* i feel m goin 2sick~ i'm havin a cold, headache..cud be not enuf of sleep.. they said im weird0 coz every night, i stay up late (2-3am) n wake up early at 7-8 am.. ahhaaa~ don't know, don't care.. hihhi

Gtg now.. im blank olredi =P hihi.. T.care!

Im in Bru!! =D

2005-06-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

howdyyyy hoo!!! M back 4 bloggin..! ^_^ well, not daily anywez.. *blergh* 4 today only.. =P

i've been excelent since i arrived here~ happy!! =D altho facing a major problem btwn a family & dat sonuvabiatch!! Screw her! Go t0 hell biatch!! Na tau malu!! Fcuking shit-faced cockmaster!# Go 2hell! Daym~ we're all so worried bout diz family.. n my parents hv been consultant 4 them.. dat biatch won't give up!! Gosh!! i'm promised f i see her sumwhere, m gonna embarrassed her infront of d public!

bla.. bla..~

After arrived at airport, went 2 my nanny's house.. n den ceta2 skajap~ afta that, went out wif my sis n her bf.. k gadong pastu order makan di Ayamku~ DAYM!! She was embarrassing me! how dare she did that! i was ordering a meal n she asked me, "Ayamku happy?" n i was like, "Apa ayamku happy ani kan? apa makanannya kan?", n she went "Eh.. iatah tu nah! Tnggal lagi di philippine.." N d cashier was smiling at us.. ceh! mcm tah ku ingat..louder lagi tu ia cakap ah.. maluu malluuuu, jatuh maruah ku.. i used to love d food b4 mcm everday makan makanan a2 stiap kali jalan, n den.. na lagi~ cehhh.. The mall ahh.. vohrinkkkkkkk kadai2nya.. when i was talking wif my cuzen; bgsu Zarinah.. she said she bought Guess stuffs di d mall.. $100+ suma barang2nya, but na tahan2 barang2nya.. d handwatch lakas habis bateri, d handbag ia kata masa ia pakai mcm beg biasa.. (Well, i dunno what is dat supposed 2b mean.. oh well~) n ia kata mcm fake brg2 guess di dmall atu.. entah ahh~ i alwez bought its clothes sha.. brg handbag, jam tangan, wallet inda.. i love Guess coz of Paris Hilton! haha.. hajat ku ke The mall, liat wyg sha.. n makan!! Food rules!!.. hihi ^_^

last sat.. ada makan2 di rumah my grandpa seblh daddy..i was bored! hmmm.. first, i was wif d guys, ceta2 sama dorang.. it was interesting n den, kinda feel awful coz i was d only girl wif d guys, yg lain bkumpul sama bini2.. so moved 2 them.. wahahaha, so boring! They were talking bout dis women stuffs dat im not interested.. my ipod hd bn borrowed n d guys hd gone sumwhere.. so had 2stay wif d woman.. nyahhhhh~ so boring..

Regarding of my lil sis; Ira.. all of d families were impressed wif her! haha.. coz she speaks in English n they were like.. "whoaaaa.. handal speaking" n they hd 2speak in English wif her sumtymes.. haha~ oh ya, AINE!! haha.. she wasn't dat freaking! She was scared at d airport.. n den, juz for one day.. she liked me! awwww, she's sweet, mlating 2d max! haha.. n now, we're getting closer~ aku jadi penjaga-nya udah time mama-nya kraja~ hehe.. well, she's scared of my mom.. haha, ganaz yoo.. mana kan~

"Shutter" is goddam COOL!! i love it so muchie!! sampai siku ku bruised psl tkajut masa mliat hantu ada d blakang keta org ah.. overall, *2 thumbs up* for shutter~ 9.8/10.. watched d movie wif d guys pepagi buta pkl 2am, n c.Fadhli chickened out! haha.. seriously, badan basar tapi ya rabbi.. penakut! i love Mimi.. haha, sassy boy~ he seldom joins wif d other guys.. slalunya sama bini2 ngikut bgosip! ^_^ haha.. he's funny n sumtimes danganku klaie tickling apa.. ^_^ awww, i'm gonna miss all of these when m leaving..*sighs* can i juz stay here?

Btw, i hvn't hung-out wif any of my friends..n beside, aku pun malas kn bjalan~ Aishah asked me 2join her last sat. but i cudn't sbb ada mkan2 di rumah grandpa sblah bapaku.. but then, dorang c.Aishah na jadi entah sal apa ka.. n i told them, we'll b hanging-out durig skewl holiday f im free.. InsyAllah~

Daym.. makan saja kraja ku di sini ahh~ pagi, petang, siang, malam, tgh malam, pagi2 buta.. huahuahua.. na batah chubby ne~ na apa lah, kn melampuh kn badanku ne.. hihi~ my granma said badan ku makin berisi.. alhamdulilah~ next, kan mninggikan badan ku lagi~ huahua.. biar org mlangui mliat.. kuikui~ but, is it possible? coz im older alredy.. =X im older?! but anyways, keep streching my body.. hope it works *hurff*

Last nyte, kami ada majlis doa selamat at my nanny's house.. sbb kan mengerjakan umrah~ Saudara-mara yg hampir sha kana invited.. it was fun~ i love d food!! my nanny cooked it! no one can beat her cooking! ^_^ nyummmiiieeee~ *slrpppp* ^_^

Today, nada papa.. taking-care of Aine, it's reli tiring~ makan 24/7.. ish ish~ whenever she sees some foods.. she goes "Mu-mum... while *pointing d food*" dgn bibirnya bktam~ n den, played racing game, men keta control.. sampai keta c.hafiz trlanggar arah pasu bunga *Opsss*, it's reli fast.. pakai minyak kali ah keta control ah, enginenya lagi bising n den.. watched my dad playing helicopter~ malam, watched a ghost movie again, "Entinity" kisah benar, Indon version.. so scary~ some parts didt make any sense, n some parts were fcuking scary.. eeeeee~

anywez, gtg now.. kan join dorang ku~ hehe ^_^\m/... they're much fun~ n i missed them b4.. \m/ will b blogging sumday~ take care!! =D

*iyan's signing off*

Not yet packing~

2005-06-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

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i'm so excited!! Tomorrow is d day! Yessss!!

I hvn't packed yet.. ummm, my mum jus asked me whether my stuffs hv been packed or not, n she's pretty mad.. huhu I'm lazy mummmmmm~ im gonna pack it in d midnyte. n i hvn't thought which clothes n things shud i bring~ goshh.. n mum told me, she knocked on my door thousand times first thing in d morning coz i wanted hv a haircut.. but apparently.. i didn't open d door coz i was sleeping to death.. *prff* n yes, it made her more mad kuikui~ sori mom.. i slept at 4am today~ watching d Korean movie "Full House" I LOVE so muchie!!! i think im in luuuuurveee wif d hero kahkah.. daym, he's soooo CUTE like Zoey!! Love his lips n when he's smiling.. ahhhhhh.. *gila bayang* ok..! stop it......... U know meeee~ hahaaa.. coz i'm tooo lazy 2open my door n i h8 when sum1's interrupted me, coz when im in my room.. i'm doing sumthing like... listening 2musics, sleeping, get my hair n nails done, showering.. bla bla~

Anyways, i'm not so sure whether dis is d last blog dat i'll b writing~ coz when i got in Bru, will probably busy as hell like last year.. almost every sat. night we had bbqs n parties wif my families~ eeee.. i miss those moments! n also.. aaaa, became a mother!! hahahha.. took care of Aine since she's born until i returned back 2philip~ n i even brought her along wif me to some places.. awwww~ but presently, i think she wud b scared seeing me haha.. coz i heard she's kinda picky n takes a long time 2approach her like my sis did~ LOLZ! i heard Aine bit her fingers until she cried.. LOLZ to d max! daym.. She'll b freaking me out when im seeing her.. *yikes!*

nway, gtg now.. i think i shud find some clothes 2bring wif me n find stuffs dat i need.. byezzz!!! n If i'd get a chance to blog tomorrow, i will... b4 leaving~

ps: M gonna misssssshhh u guys tagging on my board.. tsk tsk~ =( hehe..n i will reach u guys when i got there ^_^, InsyAllah... mwaxx mwaxx mwaxx

*iyan's signing off*

Random blogging

2005-05-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

Ommmm my god.. ommm my god! "House of Wax" R.O.X!! (Recommended movie for u all!) XP

Esshh.. 2 more days lagi, cubatah 2jamz lagi ka~

Yesterday, spending all dmoney dat i had.. n now, (show a wallet) *bufff* kosong~ no money naaaa, xcept some coins.. kuikui~ Bought 8 dvds! All of them are new movies n um.. i recommend 4 guys out there 2watch "Hitch" movie f they need some advices or tips flirting d girls.. kinda useful n effective LOLZ! hahahhaha XD

I bought a pair of baby shoes 4my baby( which is not) *Aine* XD.. it's sooo cute!! Anyway, i didn't buy anything for me.. except SNACKS n CHOCOLATE! Spent all my money buying those.. melepaskan wap japz~ my planning was watching all d movies in midnyte sambil makan all d snacks n chocolate, w/o any disturbing ^_^ that's sooooo fun n relaxing! But um.. unfortunately, i've watched all of d dvds but d snacks aren't finished yet *hmph* imagine.. 8 dvds in one day?! How terrifying is dat? 8 dvds times.. is it 2 or 4hrs? ahh 2hrs per movies, 16hrs.. huhu.. im so proud of my eyes mayn.. n also d pimples~ Goddam it! Kan balik ada tia.. pshh* Dear pimples, u appeared on my face exactly on dryte time.. i'm soooo proud of u~ n i can't disturb u otherwise u'll be mad n getting worse n also.. spreading ur children all over my face. huhu.. so pissed off mayn~ u don understand a word of im saying, do u? yes.. u.. XD

Called my sis dbrunei.. aiseh, mcm2 permintaannya~ n den.. everybody wanted 2talk wif me hahhaha.. it did sound chaos on dphone.. like, *ahhhaaaaa*~ den i heard my bungsu's voice.. whewwww, she got a high tone mayn.. she asked me 2bring all my make-ups, perfumes.. bla bla~ den my other aunt talked wif me telling me dat they're all in line up kan btlipon sma aku.. haha~ that's was hella funny.. mana kan, hadn't talked wif them since last year.. my baaaaddd~ XD Afta dat, dguys wanted 2talk wif my bro.. hv noooo idea what they're talking bout.. but it sounds funny tho~ =P

'House of Wax' ROCKS! Paris Hilton is sooo gorgeous in d movie.. Love her so muchie!XD

*iyan's signing off*

FREE!!

2005-05-30T15:14:00.000+08:00

yipeeeeee~ XD im freeeee.. freeee at last!! ^_^\m/

hmm.. where shud i start? my exam was OK *blerghh* XP.. malas ku kan bebanari mmbaca ani, nada mood~ read through all d notes in d midnyte b4 going 2sleep.. d rest of d time, watching TV.. im go0o0oo0odddd haha~ maybe it's bcoz i've already read all d notes b4 d exam.. n that's why malas kan revise lagi.. huhu~ badd-badd girl! =P

Last friday was a LUCK! OMG! i talked wif him* for d1st tyme XD n thanx 2my friend! haha.. w/o u, we wudn't know each other XP seriously, he's cute since d1st tyme i saw him n his locker was behind mine~ his name is Robert.. but he's a freshman.. 1yr younger than me~ blergh* that's not an important thing.. d thing is, we hv a feeling on each other *blushing* n umm, d irony thing is.. he likes me to0!! OH MY GOSH!!! Is dat true?! my friend told me dat he likes me, asked her everything bout me n showed my pic in his yearbook.. *speechless* n den he tried 2talk wif me.. eeeeeee, so happy! but, no one knows dat i like him.. haha, as i said.. suka menyembunyikan perasaan/problems n 2ppl who's reading my blog, ur lucky u know dat~ =P so it's like, a heaven! we were talking in dmc until i went home, hving a chemistry eyh?? ^_- XD we talked about our upcoming vacation, ourselves.. he might b goin to Japan during dis summer n he said dat he feels awful since he can't undastand malay languange when im talking wif my other bruneians friends, haha.. Den, he asked me 2sign an autograph in his yearbook.. XD m soooo over heels on him! how does he look like? C.U.T.E!! Fair-white skin, love his eyebrows n eyes, got dis red-pinky lips n skinhead..n,within these 2months, i wanna see him wif growing *hairs* when i return back 2philip haha.. okeh, enuf~

I can't believe i hv 3days left 2go back to Bru.. cubatah 3jamz lagi ka, baik jua~ last nyte, my sis texted me in d midnyte n asked me 2buy a School of Rock CD for Izat..like.. huahua~ aku lagi sendiri inda tbali cd.. rambang mata mencari~ I got all d songs from downloading.. n that's it! hye Izat, i can't buy d cd la.. perfumes sha yang kau mau ahh.. n den i've bothered him, telling him dat nda payah bayar tapi mesti belanja makan jepun n Iza kata mau jua ia.. huhu~ go0d go0d.. XD n d funniest thing is.. dpart of my parents, last sat. we went 2Divisouria wif my parents n den terjumpa bakul lawa yg slalunya org kahwin ada.. den my mum said,

Mum: ni nah.. lawa bakulnya ah~ iatah saja ne yg kana pakai arh org kawin
Dad: nanti tah bali.. sebelum habis posting
Mum: bali ia eh.. na tau c.izat kan bsuruh2 meminang c.ja
Me: *curious face* Wat the...?? aaaa, mama na sabar2 ahhhhh...~
Mum: *laughing* eehh, mna tau c.ja kan kawin
Dad: *smiling*

n den, my dad asked how much does it cost, like.. r they serious?? haha believe me.. both of my parents sukakan c.izat haha, well.. including kami sefamily la plus my grandma pun suka kan c.izat n she felt proud when he visited 2her house during raya in last year.. altho, Iza nada dbrunei~ n den d silliest thing is, my mum..

Mum: Suka kamu kan c.Izat atu? Setuju kamu?
Me: *laughing hysterically* entah ehhh.. he's better than x-bfs nya yg lain
Mum: awu ah, baik lagi c.izat atu.. yg lelaki sorang atu mmbari ijap meliat
Me: *laughing hysterically*

hahhahahahahahhahahahaha!!! dude, i can't stop laughing when my mum talking about them!! adangggggg.. i rememba my mum said ia na sabar2 kan meminang cucu.. SANDISM~ anyways.. gtg now~ my mum asks me to join her shopping in a few hrs.. kan minta $$$ ku.. =P tggl ckit udah n i wanna spend all d money today~

will reply dtaggies later ;D, running out of time~

Missing sumone~

2005-05-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

Edited, May 29th

hye guys.. juz wanna share a video of a person whom i really love and think bout this person so sudden~ i made this video..

aww~ ='( .. that's explained a lot.. i miss u so badly~ ='(
This tragic happened in last 2 years~

/Edited

.. It's 4.30 am, i cudn't sleep~ Goshh.. im so sad eva since i was thinking bout my grandpa *sighs* in dis edited section, i juz wana tell bout d story of my grandpa when he's dying, so if u don wanna read.. u can stop read up till here.. don mean 2harsh on sumone~ i juz.. wanna release my missing towards him, think bout those past times..

my grandpa went 2d hospital more than 8 times in 3 months, he didn't wanna stay there so we brought him 2his home.. until one night.. i duno wat happened,my dad asked 2call ambulance 2bring him to dhospital,so d emergency ambulance came in about 10mins n i was totally scared n freaking me out.. all of dparents went there xcept dchildren.. they were all crying n shouting~

Afta one month, i rememba when he was in droom (hospital).. he ate a lot n spoke so much 2his friends n said sorry 2everyone..it was juz so weird~ i heard they were talking bout devil stuffs.. on his wounded leg n that was dreason why he's sick, i heard he stepped on setan's vomit when he was in his farm n he wounded his leg n d wound cudn't b healed n sum1 invited dis kinda *** i duno what it's called n he said dat d setans were all over his house n.. im so confused, they din wanna tell me since i was so immatured for them??

B4 one week of pmb, my grandpa had an operation.. n dat time, it's not only his leg.. all through his kidney n intestines~ all dfood he ate cudn't be digested since his intestines didn't work properly ..n his stomach getting round coz d waste was in his stomach n cudnt be released coz of d intestine.. =( i know how does it feel~ so, we were waiting at d outside of operation room for 3hrs n i had 2go home coz i needed 2go 2skewl on d next day..

Afta he had an operation, i visited him afta skewl n he was still in unconscious n my aunt told me 2read Surah Yassin beside his ear, my bro n me reading it while i was holding his hands, it was so cold n i was wondering "Why don they covered him wif double blankets?? Don they know dat my grandpa is in cold?? i know he's in cold! his hands were totally freezing!" i wish i cud tell dnurse 2bring me 2 blankets.. but who was i? im sure they wudnt be listenin 2me..~

Until one day, on d last 2days of PMB exam.. my sis called me right afta i had finished my exam, she said everyone was coming over there n she din wana go inside dICU room coz it was scary n so sad.. n i said, where's mum? n who's gonna pick me up? mum was there n my uncle picked me up.. so rushed 2d ICU room..

When i stepped into d room, d sound of Al-quran from dradio echoing everywhere n i heard everybody's crying in droom.. n i dropped my tears afta a few seconds i entered d room. My families gave me a space 2come over d bed n told me 2say syahadah near 2his ears.. n i saw his tears dropping down his cheek.. i know he was awake but cudnt open his eyes.. n he could hear us, he was juz in paralyzed~ his heart's beating dropping slowly until den... he's gone~

n i still got one last paper on Computer on d next day.. i cudn't read~ sumthin's weird happened on dat night.. it's really weird~

believe me, i din tell any of my friends bout dis tragedy..my friend texted me 2hang out wif them on d next day n i told them dat i cudnt go~ im an idiot huh?? when i was having d exam.. i was sitting at d back.. way way in d corner at dback.. i din read dquestions concentrately n juz answered what i had in my mind n den.. crying~ no one saw me coz i was at d back in d corner.. n d result for my pmb, 4distinctions n 4 credits.. that's really bad~ coz i was so worried bout my grandpa.. n i cudn't read concentrately on d notes coz every night there was sumthing happened wif my grandpa n my mum asked me 2stay in her room while she's goin 2d hospital in dmidnite.. i was so stressed n yah, no one knew what's my feeling coz *suka menyembunyikan masaalah sendiri* isn't dat good?? so.. na mnyusah kan org~ but in dis blog, i could type wateva i want, jz 2express my feelings n problems w/o givin a hard time on everyone~ get wat i mean?

afta 3 weeks since he's gone, Raya was coming.. on d 1st day of Raya, i cud feel dat sumone was missing n dat's him~ coz every on d1st day.. all of his friends came over 2his house slps sembahyang raya n havin a great meal.. n my grandpa wud be d one who's really busy asking 2fill up d rice more, water.. kuih~ n it's really odd w/o him~ my grandma's friends came n hug each other,crying.. so everybody was crying.. i guess d blessing day turned out 2b a sad day.. i cudn't hold anymore, it's really full of emotions,i cudnt stand it anymore~ i tried not 2cry watching them..but i cudnt, so i ran 2d kitchen, crying.. i h8 crying infront of d ppl..

almost 2yrs has past, n i really miss him, i hv so many memories wif him.. he's d one who brought me pilgrim to Mecca n i miss him laughing, miss him scolding, miss him pinching my nose, miss him anger, miss him snoring when he's sleeping, miss his voice when he's reading al-quran, miss him everythin n miss him so much~ ='( n i wonda... when we will be meet again, grandpa?

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Thanx for those whom cheering me up *hugs* =) .. Im totally appreciate n proud dat im having u..

Random stuffs happened

2005-05-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo goddam sleepy #_#

i slept for 3hrs since last sunday.. n i know, it's not go0d coz im havin an exam dis upcoming thurs~ it will held up 2monday n terus cuti.. btw, i had seen my grade for Spanish,English writ prof n geo n all of these subjects i've got an A.. GOOD!! So i don hv 2worry about d exam but it might be affect my grade if i messed them up~ well, at least im studying for it n try my best 2answer it meanings, im lazy 2read through all of d notes concentrately, clearly n bla2~ m going 2check my art's grade tomorrow.. except Eng2 n math! hua hua hua.. i think i got a B- for english n C for math.. i guess! ishhh.. Dear math, u know wat? UR suckS! u make my life miserable n don u know dat i h8 counting altho i love counting? LOLZ~ what's dat supposed 2b mean? ok.. my brain's not functioning properly~ *knock-knock*

Yesterday, my friend asked me 2b her model.. i mean, it's for her art class n doing a poster~ OMG! i love d pic dat she had taken! i love d background so muchie.. it's all white n so bright!! i think that's d theme..'White' Anddd.. wait, did u do sumthing on my face??!!

Anyways, in Spanish class.. i did a journal entry on d perfumed papers~ n all of my friends said i perfumed d papers! D heck?? im not gonna wastin my perfumes sprayin all over on d goddam papers~ Geezzz.. n they smelt d paper wif dat *face* n i kept on telling them "I didn't perfume d papers!!" n Hannah says, "Yes.. u did (smelling d paper)," n i go wif dis curious *face* ^_-?? anyways, d presentation was better =D Ms.Ouimette said 'Muy bien' means 'very go0d'.. yeay2~ but i hvn't known wat had i got tho =P

I got back my english's test n i got 31/36~ hmmm.. not bad n not dat really go0d..

Danielle!! *Urfff* she's pissed me off!!!! Fcuking biatch! U know.. Danielle; my old partner in geo's project.. (f u read about it) i asked her what's d difference between fair and free trade, n she said dat she didn't know n had no idea~ then i asked Kyu Hyun n Danielle interrupted us answering my question dat i just asked her biatch!! U said dat u didn't know!! n i go like, ahh okay~ n den i asked her;Danielle again which one is better Fair or free trade n she said she didn't know.. n d same thing going on i asked Kyu hyun n den Danielle interrupted us answering d question.. Screw u!! malas ku mlayan ia tarus.. nyampah aku!! n i think she olredi found out dat i was so pissed off of her~ lagi bagussshh!! Wake up biatch! wanna me slap ur face?! ego ego, selfishness selfishness, bossy, bossy n dat's her.. screw u!! move on~

Bio class, i got my test back.. wuhuuuu! i got 7 out of 7 on disease n 34/39 on d other test on disease~ owh ya, i 4got 2check my grade for bio *sighs* i love bio so muchie! especially about d body parts =D i'd love to see a heart beating~ ^_^

In dance class, we did nothing.. they watched a video while me, i was in d changing room doing nothing but sleeping haha =P i was really tired n i did't get enuf of sleep last nyte~ there was 5 of us sleeping in d room.. haha, so funny~ n den Ms.Yek came in n told us dat she was almost marked us absent coz she hadn't seen us around .. she didn't get mad anyway.. ^_^

i'm a psychic! hehe.. XD everyone tells me dat im a psychic coz every thing dat i predicted is happened n come true.. haha, i don fink so~ =P m just a go0d guesser XD

stayed back afta skewl coz i wanted 2finish my 3D artwork. Before came 2 dclass, bought Strawberry Lush at Delifrance yummiee!! i love d drink ^_^ den entered d class said hi to everyone n they said hi telling me dat they were talking about me~ den Rhoda wanted 2see my *HOT* gargoyle as if it's a hot gargoyle duhh.. oh great!! i was planning not to come to skewl tomorrow coz i wnna study at home but since i hvn't finished my 3D artwork, i hv 2come 2skewl 2moro.. uwaaa~ so frustrated..*sighs*

Daddy told me dat he saw Aishah in d Seri magazine again n asked me how much does she get per month.. like i knoww =P well, no doubt.. she's pretty ^_^

This thursday, i'll b sitting for Geo's n Math's papers~ MATH??!! *gasp* i hope i can answer all of d questions.. stupidity-stupidity-stupidity~

ps: will b back blogging afta exam \m/ byezz

*iyan's signing off*

OMG!

2005-05-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm soooo relieved today.. afta having a hard time doing those homeworks las nyte fuihhh~ N my mum was worried about me n she kept on telling me go to bed early n continue doing it by tomorrow~ but i was stubborn.. degiiill~ =X My mum went to shopping last nyte n asked me to join her, but i told her that i got tons of homeworks to do n it's all due by tomorrow.. n she bought me a honey glazed doghnut n a drink from starbucks XD.. she knows it! hihi.. i love her so much**

Tadi media centre was full of students, doing their works on d computer, i thought i was d only one yg banyak kerja kan di buat, rupanya satu high-school lerrss.. But i still got one left major assignment n that is Spanish's project n im doing about Puerto Rico. So.. will b having an individual presentation n speak in spanish infront of d class.. eee, m so scared.. Im gona present using power point n describe about Puerto Rico, mi vacacion. Que divertido! pero, una problema.. aaa, yo no se~ LOLZ haha, those are just the random words.. hihi XD

Cpol asked me to bring a camera 'again' 2 take a pic of his *ehem.. haha~ coz she and me hv a same class in dance, but then.. she didn't attend d class, cibaii~ nyaha.. =P last 2days i brought d camera t0o but as it turned out she wasn't there.. eee.. lipasss~ Dude, u better take of her pic by urself.. banyakkan ku bawa ne ke skulah.. ek eleh~ malu2 kucing konon.. huahua

Essay on dance critique.. entah!! i was doing d essay last night, sambil yawning n my eyes were closed.. n den printed it out~ i hv noooo idea what had i typed on d document, LOLZ! i din check through all d papers coz i was goddam tired~ My bad Ms.YEk ahh.. if d essay bunyinya mcm speaking kapal n ada malay words.. nyaha~ At lastt.. Tomorrow's holiday.. huhu~ i didn't get a time to revise for my bio's quiz las nyte n juz read it before d class had started.. n i did well! i'm so impressed!! XD i got 9 out 10 n i thought i was gona failed sbb ragu2 kan menjawab kertas soalan tadi.. eee, nasib utak ku masih working~ D quiz was on d thermogulation in hormones, n Mr.Conte also gave us out d last quiz paper that we did on Endocrime system n nasib... 10 out of 12. D others got 3-9 marks.. i did a good job tho~ N i hope it will b improving in the final exam, this week.. i mean, next week? entahness..

English Proficiency's quiz was quite better, i could answer all of d questions which were about 'the Stranger' novel.. oh ya, talking about novel.. i read 'the thirty-nine steps' for my 4th book bonanza n guess what? i finished reading d novel in 3 days! n within those 3 days, it's a due date of d summary on 4th book bonanza.. atu baru ya~ Baru kan mmbaca.. i was like rushing reading d whole story n paham ceritanya dlm 70%.. Entah lurus ka na summary ku atu dgn cerita novel atu.. nyahaha~ layaaaaannnn.. So.. i did d quiz while i was eating my snacks~ That's soo annoying tho.. haha n Ming was kept glancing on me.. terseliur kali ia~ nyaha, yes.. we can eat in d class ^_^, we can hear mp3/music/ipod in d class n we can eat or drink in d class bessttt yoo.. n just now, d speakers announcement were playing a song called 'Stop right now' by spice girls.. n d song was playing along d highschool hallway n every classes, satu building laa.. It was so fun! n we were dancing in our homeroom too..

Tomorrow, dorang wanna watch a movie of Star Wars.. but since im not a 'fan' *fingers up* of star wars.. im not joining wif them tomorrow~ Star wars has such weirdos characters n costumes.. ewww~ i hate dat. i would rather watch d cartoon network, disney channel and nickelodeon *Is the spelling right? i feel sumthing odd wif d spelling* LOLZ..

Wuuhuuuu!! i've done wif all of d homeworks.. but one thing, exam is coming *grrrr* Fine!! im gonna have a holiday for 2 months then,n i will b enjoyed as crazy as hell~ haha.. wait! How many times hv i mentioned about my upcoming holiday?? hihi.. im soo looking forward on it ^_^ n im extremely excited.. yeshhhh!! LOLZ my bad hihi

iyan's signing off

Exam n homeworks r sucks!

2005-05-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

ISH!!! Stressed ku ihhh!!!! Fcuking hws are goddam stressings!! Tho it's enjoyable for me.. but... I can't go out shopping!! goddam it!! Apa lagi next year ni!! Course IB-Diploma sha lagi!! *urrffff* Hope my hair won't turn out to b white like Dante next year..

Neways.. dance performance~ hihi.. B.E.S.T!! wuuhuuuu.. i'm so stammered n speechless ryte now, it's just dat.. dat.. fcuking fun! Feeling nervous at the beginning but then, i used to it.. Grabbing an attention is fcuking cool.. haha! My friends said that they were chanting n yelling my name infront of d stage but i didn't hear them.. D volume was fcuking loud what?

Tomorrow's homeworks..

1) Geo's research project.. matihhh 1100 words~ sandismm,

2) Spanish journal entries project, 5 entries uwaaa~ ,

3) English proficiency's homeworks n having a test tomorrow,

4) Bio's homework and having a quiz tomorrow,

5) Essay on high school dance, critiques on d perfomance

n they're all due tomorrow n i haven't started any of them.. watta piece of sh*t! bichuiwhwhfdoihdhwuidhwxhjkwdh i'm soooooo pisseeddd offf mannnn!!!! i'm sooooo stressed ryte now!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

i wanna scream.. but i guess i hv to scream in my heart.. *urrrfff!!!!!!* Doesn't mean dat i'm delaying my homeworks.. it's just we hv tons of homeworks everyday.. Every single day!! fcuking piece of crappp!! Waattaa sucks mayynnnnn!!

chilled out~ chilled out~ Holiday is coming.... a week half left n den, im leaving dis country.. muahhahaha... XD i'd better get going now.. D homeworks are waiting for me~

ps: i can't reply d taggies in d shout-box cause.. sumthing to do wif cookies thing which is deactivated or sumthing? oh well.. will reply d taggies soon '_^, n i don wana typed in here.. coz im fcuking frustrated wif those homeworks.. huhuhhu.. ciaooo XD

iyan's signing off

Dance's coming soon

2005-05-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

omfg!! Dance is coming soon eeee, im so nervous to death, no! i don wana go out there dancing infront of d people again! i enjoy dancing, but not infront of people.. it wud scared me until i forgot d steps. =S

so yah, practiced on d stage jus now.. it was ok~ duhhh.. =P anyway, we had a bio's test jus now.. n revising wif Mico, he wanted me to teach him n Ben* he came to us after he saw me wif Mico.. IT'S BEN!! One of d hotest guy in d skewl.. he's totally HOT!! H.O.T!! anyway, doesn't mean i hv a crush on him.. juz impressed wif his handsomeness! nyahah.. got a build body, tall, fair skin, mix blood of American n Asian i guess.. -_^*

Oh ya! In spanish class we learnt about the conjugate verbs of 'poner' which means to place, n if wanna 2conjugate it, it will become 'puse' n d boys were laughing to death~ LOLZ.. u knoww 'puse' sounds like 'pu*sy' of women.. what a bunch of morons! Gonna kill them! haha.. n Ms.Ouimette said C'mon guys.. haha, so i was laughing to0.. dat was soo stupid.. *smiling* n yerp, we took a quiz n i got 8 which is out of 9 n that's d highest mark.. d others got 7,6 n 5.. so Ms.Ouimette told them dat they could retake a quiz on d next class.. but op coz d questions will gonna be different..~ English's essay is due tomorrow! n i havn't started yet.. not even a word~ n also, Math's test is tomorrow.. *grrrr* Artwork is due in one week more..

wait wait.. im so confused right now~ English's essay is due tomorrow, Dance recital performance is dis saturday, Spanish's project is due on next week.. Geo's research project due next week,but d questionnaire must be done by tomorrow.. Math's test is tomorrow.. what is it again? oh yes, book bonanza is due next week, um FINAL ExAM is next two weeks! What d hell man.. can't u give me one week, ONE WEEEEEEEEEK only w/o any hws??!! n lepas Exam.. balik!!! yeay yeay* *dancing* i wanna meet my baby!! my baby gurl!! Aine.. ^_^ hihi i'm sure she's cuter n lating.. n fadhli, waseehh.. dengar makin tinggi sbb main basketball sha.. dude, im gona challenge ur skills d next time we meet.. nyahhaha~ i wanna c u bouncing d bbal under ur ass =X

anyways, about d classes for next year, i've mentioned dat i changed my psychology class from highler level to standard level.. but then, i had been called from the guidance office telling me dat i've been put on waiting list coz it only has one section n they don hv any enough spaces for me.. f inda dapat, terpaksa pilih higher level.. dude!! m gona b dead f ur putting me into d higher level coz i've already got 3 higher level.. IB-Diploma can only take for 3 Higher level n 3 standard level n is dat mean im gona hv 4 higher level? i hv to be in standard class otherwise im gona b crazy lyke hell! *urrff* why is everything sooo complicated?!

anyways..22 days left yoo~ =D

*iyan's signing off*

Normal day

2005-05-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

In Spanish's class, we were asked to write a composition about spying on a teacher in d weekend. n d guys, they wrote about our spanish's teacher; Senorita Ouimette, n they wrote bout her n him.. haha, so yah... saja kenakan ia~ n she was laughing all d time when they're reading out loud their writing. n u know what Enrique wrote? He wrote dat he saw Senorita Ouimette n his guy infront of James while James was shaving his legs.. iQue tonto! James is one of our classmates in Spanish class.. n he looked mad n quiet afta Enrique read it, i know it's embarssing n mocking him.. coz he has a pair of clean, shiny legs w/o any hairs unlike d other guys Den Enrique said "Let's skip dat part" hahaha.. so yah, we were all laughing. i know, we're mean.. ^_^

Mr.Conte tricked us.. *grrr* how dare he lied to us.. nyehehe~ =P Gopal was writing a note in his notebook n Mr.Conte said we didn't hv to copy coz he would give d handout papers.. n i was like yeehh, wasting energy sha menyalin.. so, after Mr.Conte explained everything that's on d white-board, he gave us a blank sheet of paper each while he was smiling.. Den he said, "u guys copy those notes from d white-board in this sheet of paper," .. 0.o?! eshh, banci jua ku tu~ I'd bet c.Gopal lagi sasak kali.. nyehehe~ so yeah, Mr.Conte was annoying.. iQue ridiculo!

Talking about blood in bio class n i've just known that Blood Type 'O' is rarely found. n yes, my blood type is 'O' Mr.Conte told us that a person who has blood 'O' can donate his/her blood for 'A' and 'C' types of blood. But people who have 'A' or 'B' blood can't donate for 'O' blood type. aaa.. quite confusing here, ader paham tak? Org ada darah 'O' doleh derma utk org yg darah 'A' n 'C', but org yg ada darah 'A' n 'C' na dapat derma for org yg darahnya 'O'.. bla bla~ XD So, we asked him how could there's a blood type 'O'.. n he said due to many kinds of mixed blood. i guess he's ryte.. coz kami ada keturunan cina, keling?? au.. keling.. n i asked my grandma katanya bukan keling but my mum said keling.. like...... ah?? apa?? bengang to d max ku ne~ patut badan ku lekas itam.. hihi~

Anyway, dance recital is next week!! im so nervous.. critiques on our dancing?? it's messed up! First, it looked hot.. but then.. i just realized it's all messed up! i'd really wanna tell them about this.. but, im afraid it will become a big matter/problem. so... just dance n enjoy urself~

Hyper yoo

2005-05-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

*yawning*

i cudn't sleep well last nyte.. *urghh* Let me start off on last Sunday.

Sunday
As usual. Stayed at home.. swimming~ yess, im addicted to it.. dunno what happened~ since i had a swim for d1st tyme in a year n so addicted to it up till now.. oh man, i got tanned already! So yea, juz don b suprised if one of u see me dat im getting tanned or look different from b4.. blerghh~ ^_^

Monday
School's off! yippee.. 3 weeks left to go back to Brunei. Geez~ can't wait for dat day.. if only i cud have a remote watch-timer. nyahhaa.. so i could pause, play, forward or rewind anytime i want (no stop).. n i could learn from my mistakes too XD GOSH! IF only i could have it.. *sighs* Monday was boring.. not much to do~

Tuesday
I'm so HYPER today! i smiled alot n i was so appealing which made everyone looked at me.. nyehehe~ didn't mean to grab an attention ahakz* I was talkative in Geo's class, talking wif Kyu-Hun about Gackt.. ohh!! Guess what, i've listened his song of Last Song more than 25times today.. aaaa* XD i Love Gackt so deeply.. i love his voice! Yes GG! Ur ryte.. he has a powerful unforgettable voice.. cair ku ulihnya ahakz* U guys shud hear his 'Last Song' so fcuking sad n full of emotions~i even sumtymes wish dat i could meet him.. but howw ehh?? He's in Japan.. 0.o *sighs* Everytime i hear dis song, it reminds me between me & him*.. which was i'd really miss those moments*, n urmm.. a bit confusing dat aaa.. do i still -- him?

Anyway, during homeroom.. Asked Min-Joon to teach me about d goddam Math. He's very genius in Math n Mr.E loves him.. cehhh~ Every Korean/Japanese/Chinese person is sooo fcuking smart-a** in Math.. i wanna b one of them.. nyahhaa~ yah sure! In art class, i just started wif Paper Mache for 3D artwork, n my 2D had finished.. my mum decided to frame all of my paintings sumday except d monster drawing.. do u guys still remember d blue monster which i drew in my sketchbook? yah, dat's what i did.. my mum said it's scary n she won't framed it. n i like whaaaattt?? i think dis is d best painting i've ever done.. lerrsss.. unless i'd change d monster. yah sure, as if i have a plenty of time to re-do again.. blerghh! Dis mama ahh

In English class, i dunno how d eating feutus came out as d main chit-chat.. Ryan told Ms.MacArthur dat in Taiwan, they do eat d feutus n she didn't believe him. N i told her dat's so so true.. n she said "Oh, is it true? Well, at 1st i don believe in Ryan.. but then Nadya just told me dat it's true n i believe her" like.............. 0.o oh kewl!! she believes in me than Ryan n everybody was laughing.. lol. Claudia asked me how did i know n i said i read d newspaper. n u know what Abel's respond? "What??!! U ate d feutus??!!" n they were all like........ "NO!! She read d newspaper!!" d hell man.. i won't b dat an evil person eating my same kind of species.. PSHH!! ish ish ish.. Anyway, Juliana treated us a brownie for her birthday.. HAPI BIRTHDAY JULIANA!! Thanx 4d brownie.. i hope u'll give us a souvenir sumday.. LOLZ XD btw, i was so glad dat d acting presentation was not today but heck!! Presentation is on d next class n it will b a medium assignment.. oh maaaannnn..

In Math class.. Mr.E said that i will get a concern letter for d parents due to lazy of doing works. Huh.. since when i didn't do all of my works? Than he said he was just kidding.. FUH!! I felt relieved.. but who knows i might get it! =S

After skewl, went to d waiting area. Dal called me a few times n i didn't hear her coz i was listening to iPod-mini.. yes, awu.. aku mikin tuli udah ne.. nyehehe~ sikit2 la.. LOLZ Everyone listens to their iPod-mini in dat skewl.. sana-sini kali ah orang mendengar lagu~ n beside, it's not been restricted to bring it. We even hear it during d class sambil buat kerja.. infront right of dteacher lagi~ this skewl has a lots of freedom to do.. Even u can bring a magazine too~ Dat's COOL huh??!! But of coz, jus.. don b dat annoying while d teachers are explaining or sumthing..or otherwise they'll get mad.. However, I Love ISM very muchie sweetie pie!! ^_^

By d way,my dad is in Cebu till this friday. Didnt get a chance to greet him.. hmmm~ So anyway,as usual had a swimming again. my bro n i were competing each other who could hold their breathe longer.. n d longest i could hold my breathe in d pool was about 1mins 2secs.. heck! i always out of oxygen at d 35secs.. i love diving sooo much ^_^

Shopping

2005-04-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

At 1.30 pm
*knock knock!* (opened d door)
Mum: ikut bjalan?
Me: (Eyes r still closed) kmana?
Mum: Starbucks..
Me: hmm.. na~
Mum: ish..
(closed d door n laying in d bed)
After 3mins..
(Opened d door n walked to my mum)
Me: (Smiling) aku ikut!!

nyahaha.. so random! Baru bangun tdor lagi tu~ lerrss.. So anyway, went 2starbucks n as usual, ordered my fav.drinks Caramel frappucino, glazed doghnut n oreo cheese cake.. nyum nyum! i hadn't eaten my lunch vah.. was so hungry!

Afta dat, went 4shopping! hihi.. bought numerous of make-ups. lip glosses, nail colors, blushes n blue mascara wif my mum. My mum was mumbling watching me buying dnail colors.. hehe~ anyway, she's used 2it.. *shrugging shoulder*

So bought various of acessories.. bought 2 pairs of earrings (my mum treated me) except d necklace wif its earrings set coz it's expensive n she didn't want to treat for it~ like duh, d cheaper things mau ia blanja.. ishh kacau~ =P so used my own money for d necklace set.. sooooooo gorgeous!! i'd love it very much.. sparkling gituuu.. *giggling* My dad went 2cellphones shop 2repair 1 of d spare cellphns for my lil bro. N i was bothering him
Me: Do u know how to use it?! pshh! I DON FINK SO!
Him: Au oii.. aku lagi pandai hantar msg apa..
Me: *Eyes rolling* yah, sure.. as 'IF'
Him: eeeleh.. pandai deh
Me: .......

Afta shopping, stopped by at Starbucks again. Bought 3 glazed doghnuts for take-away.. nyum nyum! Gosh.. so delicious~ n yerp.. im hungry now! eeee....~ laparr.. laparr..

*iyan's signing off*

A bossy biatch

2005-04-29T20:50:00.000+08:00

Tiffany was mad during d Dance class. it was because Bianca's suggestion. Bianca told her dat some of her steps were messed up n Bianca didn't like it. Then tiffany went mad like a crazy~ Like duhhh!! puhleasee.. Penyamalness 2d max! Tiffany is such a fcuking bossy! u think dat ur perfect? Well then, Ur goddam wrong! Wheneva sum1 says sumthing wrong about her ideas, she goes lyke a fcuking sonuvabitch~ n den, when she comes up wif her lousy ideas, she's gonna do it all by herself w/o asking us whether we like it or not.. i really h8 ppl like dat.. i swear they're better be a donkey rapping shit-eater! So afta d dance class, we were all like reviling about Tiffany~ Dayum.. she's suck! She's nice tho,but.. fcuking lousy bossy! n I h8 dat very-very-very much.. *urff!!*

Went back at 4.30pm dis afternoon which was kinda late~ D others n I were waiting for sum1 in d car n we waited like forever! N guess what? She went back earlier~ *grrr* Aper la Aizul ne.. He asked us 2wait for her n i asked him 'who is it?' He said a girl but he doesn't know her name.. n i was like huh?? Sapa? G.iah? Watul? he said bukaaann.. anader girl lagi.. i said Faz? he said yes! Weeyyy.. ia dah balik awal lahhh.. Geeezz~ berbulu ku mnunggu dlm kereta ah. Dis Aizul ah..

Nway,about d hair thing.. i've decided to make a rebonding on my hair again~ hihi. Which is.. easier 2comb, smoothier like a silk LOLZ n bla bla.. Well, im not so sure whether my hair is gonna be smoothier or not.. *sighs* We'll see ^_^

Neway, gtg now for dinner.. i haven't eaten any since dis morning~

*iyan's signing off*

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2005-04-28T16:12:00.000+08:00

Thursday
Oh great! A bunch of hws is comin! *grrrr* fine!! im gonna do it dis weekend n beside, skewl's off dis monday! yipeee~ n im planning 2make over my hair dis weekend. Maybe~ InsyAllah.. or na kali.LOLZ. However, what shud i do wif my hair??!!

My ipod is already been filled wif 170+ songs.. blergh~ can sum1 tell me which songs shud i transfer? Yang hot-HOT songs ye.. not d Kuno one LOLZ~ N yah,i just posted pics of it in d last blog.. D sexiest pinky-whitey! Yerp, dat's its name! ^_^ Oh sh*t! we're gona hv an acting dis tuesday, ni yg aku lemah ni.. i hate presentation, acting n watever it is! Geeezz~
except dancing.. ahakz*

Efy came 2skewl dis morning during lunch 2take her certificate n return my handycam back. So,I shot a few pics of my friends.. Neway, here's d pics.. Juz a random pics. 2pics sha.. cukup kali ah~ =P

Monday
Gosh! Today was super-super-duper hot.. it's summer tyme, no wonder~ i turned on my fan n air-conditioner but it's still hot. School was as usual~ my friends asked about d iPod-mini n they totally mad why didn't i choose dlastest iPod.. bcooozz i hv no idea which songs shud i transfer nor i need dat much.. *hpmh* Thank God i hv less hws last week hihi XD *dancing* im counting dat 4 weeks left to get back to Brunei.. oh yea!!oh yea!!*dancing again* nyahhahaha..

Tuesday
Efy asked everyone to write sumthing on her white uniform-shirt. Getting a signature from everyone for her farewell.. Gosh~ it was reli emotional.. It was reli fun hanging around wif her~ Today was her last day of skewl.. im gonna miss her.

At night, we invited Unc.Deli's family and some of my dad's friends for dinner. I was swimming b4 it was started. At last.. after almost 1yr i hadn't swim.. LOLZ. It was fun, i pulled down my bro's boxter when i was diving, n he didn't know bout dat which made him suprised.N i did over n over sampai ia sasak nyehehe~ Anyway, back 2dinner.. i cooked 'A' dish~ au.. baru satu resepi dat i've learnt, atupun like a few days ago my mum taught me.. LOLZ~ n i wanna cook a vegetable dish.. D dinner was go0d. After having a dinner, I taught Dalila main "the Sims" ((PC games)) n she's addicted to it. nyaha.. u guys shud try 'The Sims' to0.. it was hella fun n it also requires a creativity skill. U can build ur own house n set ur furnitures anywhere u like 2place it~ Well, Jus give it a damn try.. Dayum FUNN!!

Wednesday
OMFG!! Our dancing was so fcuking HOT! We did a good job overall as a group.. It's only a practicing anyway~ Coz we're gona hv a performance in d middle of May.. May 14th I guess~ I miss EFY!! *sighs* everything seems quiet w/o her. Anyway, our skewl is having a High-School concert band 2nyte.. u know, not that 'Guitar' n 'Drum' thing.. it's like an ochestra or sumthing~ Dat would be boooriiinggg~ it would make me feel sleepy. Any slow musics such as piano versions, would make me sleep.. no kidding~ *yawning* see, even when im talking about it i feel sleepy now..

*iyan's signing off*

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2005-04-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

Sure Hyrule.. Here's d pic of my iPod-mini, with its pink cover case. D color of d iPod is actually like a dark purple color. i dunno whether i'm blind of pink/purple color or what.. but im a pink freak~ LOL blergh.. watever dat means, but anyway.. i saw my bestfriend's pic!! She's a model of Seri ((Brunei's magazine)), but these pictures were taken in last year n i don hv any of d newest magazinez of Seri. Her name is Ratna Aishah, n i bet Nacatus and Sis Nadya recognize her.. Well, if u guys are reading this.. comment her pics!! hihi... f kan minta autographnya, u cud get it from me.. miahhaha~ tumpang glamor jap.. ahakz* And her sister; Intan also a fashion model n dat day, she was in TV3 programme.. which its host was Normala Samsuddin.. aaaa~ apa ne? Ah! Wanita hari ini?? I think so.. her sis is really dayum gorgeous! sumtyme she can b funny, but most of d time she looks serious.. but she's nice. Alwez blanja makan whenever i hang out wif aishah n her.I heard she's getting married n she's scared of pregnant dat might turn her body into chubbier.. lolz~ i understand dat, dat's what every women fear of.. nyahaha~ so random

Oh well~ If my mum was allowed me 2join Aishah dat day,i could be like her too.. LOL! No kidding. Aishah invited me to join her in fashion model things last few years n i asked my mum, but then my mum didn't allow me to join, coz she said my schedule would tightly full, busy 24hrs, my study would getting worse and return home at midnite... perghhh*** fine~ Neway, i miss my best Girlfriends!! Gosh...... We used 2talk about fashion stuffs, laughing+crying+dissapointed+surprised+sad together, and at last but not least 'gossips'!! ^_^ dat's what all d girls always do.. ayte? hihi.. it's true~

So anyway, back to my hairstyle issue. I'm so confused!! Some ppl said dat i'll look good in wavy hair n some on d other hand. D person dat i trust 99%.. is my mum. i asked her n she said i'll b looking good wif straight hair instead of wavy curly hair coz d shape of my face is round. Dayum.. so i have 2think it twice. i told her dat my hair is not straight anymore, d rebonding is gone.. n she asked me to do it once again. i'm still not satisfied of what she has said coz i do really wan 2change my hairstyle n i wanna try d wavy style. i asked her opinion,what if i wavy my bottom/below hair only, n she said dat it will b "OK" but again.. i'll look better in straight hair.. geezzzz~ *sigh* apakan tu...... =S *confused* n in my head now, 51% dat i might be rebonding my hair again, n d other 49% is dat i might be changing my hair in wavy style~

Psh.. i don give it a dayum for now~ i'll think about this later on.. So, here's d pictures of Aishah n her sis;Intan. =D

Aishah = D beautiful Girl

Intan = D gorgeous Lady

iPod-Mini = D sexiest pinky-whitey =P ahakz*

*iyan's signing off*

Not a bad day! XD

2005-04-23T11:15:00.000+08:00

hyeezz peepz.. waddupp?? =D

nway, where shud i start? lotsa happened these few days.. let me started with last Thurs.

Thursday.
Nada papa~ LOL.. Badminton IASAS has started. It's boring! I'd rather watching dbasketball. Our skewl is such a loser. D girls haven't won any matches & boys.. i hv no clue~ Yes, about d bacteria thing.. d bacteria is grown.. it's NASTY!! blerghh~ Bacteria is everywhere.. geezz~ Go away u.. u.. u.. bacteria! Don't come near to me.. LOL

Friday.
Running in d morning 2 Mr.Conte's class.. dat's tiring. I forgot 2bring my hw n he asked me 2hand it over him today. N then, he asked me about d courses 4next year. I think he's worried dat i might be dropping Bio class for next year. Actually, i didn't. So, i met my counselor dat i wanted to change Psychology Higher Level to Standard Level, n Enlish Standard Level to Higher level. dat's d only thing dat i wanted to change. N art.. Sori, Mr.K~ i didn't take Art Diploma next year -_- ((Altho i love art)) *sighs* During Art class, every1 wanted 2watch Badminton IASAS, except me and Dal. So, becoz of both of us, d others were not allowed 2watch.. muaahhaha *evil's laugh* padanz muka kamu.. n they said 'U guys don wan 2support our skewl team?' i said 'I did. But they're still such a loser.. duh~' oh well.. wasting my time watching them aper? ia jua kalah2nya.. girls tah jua lagi kan dorang liat.. BOOOOORIIIINGGGGG~ *yawning* So, stayed back afta skewl.. chilling out wif friends. Efy borrowed my Handycam n she kissed my cheek.. Ewww~ air liur dang.. n i wiped my cheeks n she laughed it.. She borrowed my handycam coz she wants to record something b4 she's leaving. She is returning back 2 Brunei for taking d o'level exam to continue her study in Aus.. i wonda, why don she just go straight away studying in Aus? is o'level such an important exam dat must be taking b4 preceding study in Aus? im goin to study there.. n i don need to take o'level.. blah blah~ watever.. she said her mum forced her to take it.. hmmm....

At night, ada occasion at Uncle Haris's house. Makan2.. n org Hong Kong Bank dari Brunei are visiting in Philippines so.. kana jemput terus. Man.. i was fcuking lonely! D girlfriends didn't come.. n i'm d only 'Anak dara' di sana.. ceh~ Coz their dad had not been invited, only for d embassies family.. so, hung out wif d boys la jawapannya. Neway, it was fun chilling with them. Played Basketball yoo.. while d parents were inside talking wif d ppl but d 'anak dara' was ROCK wif d boys.. played with them n they're so crazy.. funny! they did d slam dunk.. hanging at d rim~ they said im good at bball.. n they asked me to try out for Basketball IASAS.. nahh~ nevermiiiiiinddd.. went home at 11.30, n d menfolk sempat played d bball.. but they're suck at it.. hihi~ main golf sha kita ahakz* Bcoz of d bball,i didn't eat anything.. i only ate my dinner afternoon.. morning n night.. i didn't.. laparrrr~~~~~~~~~ but i didnt hv an appetite to eat..

Saturday.
I shud be hanging out wif Efy today, but malasshh. i din hv any mood kan bshopping but then, my mum brought me for shopping! geezz.. seriously, i was in badmood jus now.. i dunno why but all i know is, i was crying before going out.. i dunno why!! while i was doing my artwork, my lil bro stepped on it.. ish!! less manner!! tyme my heart burning jua lagi.. n den he went inside my closet, beruah my stuffs.. na ku tau bahapa ka ia dlm bilik a2.. n i ignored whatever he did.. pastu jumped over my bed n my artwork was on d floor.. den he fell over it~ GRRRR!!!!! YOUU!!! Get out from my room!! Kacauu! i did nothing to him.. just smacked his butt.. LOL~ apa jua kanak2.. =P. I was so fcuking bored n sleepy during d shopping n i always said 'Entah..' whenever my mum asked my opinion about her stuffs. But heyyy.. they knew how to heal/cure me when im in badmood hihi.. My parents stopped by at Starbucks.. n we ordered for tea-dinner.. n yerp, im back to happy.. ^_^

At night, Uncle Deli invited us to his house for dinner. I told daddy dat i wanna buy ipod-mini.. n guess what?? he bought it for me! =D i'm so happyy!! So, we dropped off d others 1st at Unc.Deli's house.. while my parents n i were going out 2buy ipod for me.. oh my goshhh...~ so, i chose a pink ipod-mini with a cost of 13,500P ((B$400+)) but d latest one is P15,700 ((B$500+)).. Dad asked me which one do i like,so i chose d cheaper one.. with 4GB which can store 1000+songs.. while d expensive one is around 1500+songs.. seriously, i don need that much~ n my dad asked me again whether i was so sure 2buy dcheaper one..n i said yes! n he asked once again "Are u sure?!"((Dengan nada yang tinggi)) n i was like "ahh *bengang* awuu...i want dis one" while d cashier n ppl in there were smiling looking at me.. Apa ahh?~ suka ati ku vah kan pilih na satu.. pshh~ den, bought d ipod-mini's cover.. sandis, na jua brapa cover nya ne..mahal tah jua lagi;P1500 which is around B$50.

So yeah.. i already have ipod-mini!!! my wish has come true!! aaaa.. *screaming* n my parents said "Na payah lagi tu ah utk ur birthday.." nyahahah~ i don care arr, janji i got it already... miahahah~ altho my b'day lama lagi bulan9..duh~ rela ku nada hadiah.. ahakz* so,i've transferred 50+songs in d ipod.. im so blank ryte now~ na tau apa lagi kan dtransfer.. Thanx so much DAD!! *hugs* XD

Mkay.. afta bought it, back to Unc.Deli's house. Kinda fun.. joined dboys lagi main billiard lol.. im such a weirdo! i love boys' games then girls'.. dat's mean, i love challenging~ think so.. LOL

I guess d bad day turned out 2b good day ^_^

Sick of d stress!

2005-04-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

I din go 2skewl today.. coz i was feeling unwell dis morning. I had a goddam headache last nyte, sakit 2d max~ so i asked my maid 2massage my head.. nyaman jua rasanya.. n i didnt eat any foods yesterday from morning till evening.. mcm puasa saja, but dis one lagi panjang aku fasting.. LOL n my mum was like, "napa ni...? tired?..." duh.. like u know already, i've got tons of hws.. geez~ btw,im having a lil bit of headache..

Pep rally, was o.k.. as usual, ada tie-breaker, factor game, bla bla.. n IASAS athletes. gosh, if i didn't give up for badminton try out that day,i wud hv been in dat group olredi.. but since i hv lotsa fcuking hws, i quit.. *sighs* had a spanish's test yesterday, it wasn't dat difficult.. Virginia called me 'Smart' whenever she saw me.. 'Hai Smart!' n i go like 'Hai Best of d Best!' LOL
Bio class, we were experimenting d bacteria on different surfaces. So, we used a stick of cotton to rub on d surface, then rub it again on Agar which is a jelly thing to stick d bacteria. n Mr.Conte asked me to go to Mr.Martell's office, n i turned out 2be scared.. nyahaha, our principal skewl kali ah.. bulih? at 1st, he asked us to go to Mr.Fau's office; our vice principal but since he's busy.. arah Mr.Martell sha.. but anyway, he's really sporting n kind! baik banar our principal to us.. n he told us that when d bacteria is changed into a fungus, better tell him dat he got dat kind of bacteria.. hihi ^_^ Sureeee....

Last nyte, my mum called Iza.. she told us dat many ppl want Bench's perfumes.. n hers been taken by sumone.. hrmm, she told us to buy d perfumes for them too.. jadinyaaaaaa... 'Oit, duit mana?' my cousins also want d perfumes, heh~ so d whole families like perfumes jua la ni? didn't notice that.. n my bungsu told me ia ada perfumes from Singapore n d smell is really nice.. n told her bila aku balik nanti, better gimme! nyehhehee.. she alwez give me some of her perfumes, nyaman2 kali ah baunya.. last year, she gave a perfumes of 'UltraViolet' from Paris.. d 1st tyme when i smelt, i was totally fell in love *ahakz* so tinggal sikit masa ni, n i don wana use it until i find one in here; Philippines.. but it's different.. coz d color is purple n they don hv d pink color, baunya hampir sama la.. but i noticed that something is different.. oh ya, when i was in d Shangri-La Hotel, there's a guy passed through our table n i smelt he has d same smell wif my ultraviolet perfume.. rasanya kan tanya where did he buy d perfume.. but then, malu... ahakz* okey, enuf talking about perfumes..

my mum just went out.. sbb ada perlantikan watikah, berhadapan dgn Macapagal Arroyo.. uhuh~ n she used my Touch of Pink perfume.. but she cudn't smell it. Wanna know why? sbb ada urat in her nose which is connect to her brain putus, so then.. she can't smell anything.. eventho bau busuk pun ia nda tercium.. n i asked her, 'how do u smell ur cooking?' she said, 'nda payah la.. as long d food nyaman udah.. tau makan saja' aaaa... okeyh...

oh brader, my bro is sick.. n my dad is also sick.. n im recovering i guess.. at least, im feeling good den last nyte.. oh ya, i received a letter about my class courses next year, i was suprised why do i hv 9 classes? Info literacy/research is in my list n i've never seen d course.. but den Danielle told me, it's a subject for second semester instead of TOK.. oo i see... nda larat ku ambil 9 classes!! my schedule is FULL! so.. info literacy/research is under TOK course.. i felt relieved.. but now, i've lost d paper!! n if im not returning it back tomorrow i guess, i will hv a difficulty.. *crying* gosh.. im so careless! how cud i lost it dat such an important paper??! Maybe it's in my locker or i left it in my Bio's class? -_-' *worried*

*iyan's signing of*

ps: i must not chase the boys

2005-04-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Queer eye for d straight guy makes me happy ^_^

mkay.. back to work.. *sighs*

2005-04-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

Just got back from skewl.. n ate afternoon dinner. oh yeah.. hasrat ku tercapai! hihi.. i was craving nasi berani since last year n asked mymum to cook it for me.. but since bahan2nya habis terpaksa menahan~mengidam ku bah yey..

now, gettin onl9 to submit my poetry anthology draft document through turnitin.com.. n yes! my 2 major assignments had done! oh yeah.. ^_^but.. still got various of homeworks~ this skewl, never missed one day to give any hws.. coz it's important for grade n that is how the system ofeducation here.. but i love d way it is! altho received tons of hws everyday.. oh shoottt! my mum is swimming! nyahaha, this is d 1st i've seen her swimming throught the whole year.. me? im not swimming, coz i don wan 2get wet.. it's been a year i hvnt swimming altho d swimming pool is next to my corridor, which is everyday i passed n glanced through it.nehow, my lil sis;Ira is getting improved with her swimming. now, she can put all of her head in d pool which only lasted about 3-4 seconds coz lack of oxygen.. LOL~ before, she was scared n cried..

Skewl, thanx Mr.K!! u've made my life easier ^_^ he gave me 100% perfect score for my sketchbook on d development ideas. thank god~ i put so much effort onit for 2weeks.. n den he asked whether im taking IB-Art diploma next year but i said im not. he said i shud hv taken it coz im good in art,i told him i might change my mind n he kept telling on me dat i shud take IB-Art next year.. nyehehe, sayang juga engkau kan aku yee..what does everyone say? Mr.K's fav. student.. LOL ^_^oh well, let's just wait n see.. coz i duno whether we can still change d courses for next year or not, n i wanna take economics instead of psychology. Yes.. talk about economics, i've juz found out dat to be a diplomat/foreign worker, u need economics, traden investment, geography, history, social sciences OR.. i 4got.. LOL~coz i had asked one of the successful person in d skewl when we were having this job day thing.. remember? we had career last week n alld successful ppl had been invited to our skewl to share their experiences.i also asked a Fashion designer.. she said Art course is needed for dis job,creativity.. well, i jus wanted 2know.. also d plastic surgeon, it's justsame wif surgeon.. u know, as long it has that 'Surgeon' thing.. ^_^so i asked more detailed which subjects must be taken.. 1st thing when ur in college, take BS degree ((i dunno what BS is)).. which takes about 4 yrs to complete.. after that, take something medicine exam ((4yrs))n that stage, u already be a doctor.. after took medicine exam, there's also 2 stages n i forgot coz i didnt remember it.. overall, to b a surgeon, it takes probably 15yrs.. WOW!! wud i be?? i hope so *sighs*

Just now, i got an offer.. do i wan 2join a group for dancing or not. n i told her dat im not so sure.. u know, lotsa works to do.. so, i hv 2check out their dance sumday n think about it.. coz i also hv another dance class n will b having a dance recital on 14th May,Saturday. Memorizing d stepsis not easy, yet fun! teeheess ^_^ anyway, i guess my dad agrees 2give me US$100 per month.. i HOPE so!! blah.. that an electronic device is dlast thing that i've wanted since 2months ago..i want it so badly~~~

Talk about my works, our works.. school works, it's stressing!! i dunno but it's been since d last week we hv so much works to do for everyday, for every single day.. just now Abel; was screaming coz he's kinda stressed due to lotsa works hv been given and assigned.. n Kristine was also like begging my teacher to give an extension for d work.. geez~ i tot im d only onewho's stressed.. in d last weekend,i spent d whole day doing my works n my parents were like asking me to hang-out n shopping but i din wan to..i guess they're understand dat im in stressed n d only time im free is..when everyone's in a bed.. midnight~ dat what my routine is.. go downstair,drink milk, eat Oreo, watch vcd in my room sleep at 1-2am.. next day,6-3 at school, 4-6 time to sleep again, 7-8 do hw den having a dinner,continue do my work up to 10 n watched my fav. tv programme at 10, at 11 continue my work n go back to downstair, craving foods, watch tv bla bla bla.. BORING!! gosh.. but i'm happy~ ^_^ weird0 huh?

Tomorrow we hv a pep-rally.. it's really boring~ serously.. it's BORINGG!it's bored me to death.. i wonda if i can skip it? i'd rather be in media center than be in d High-School gym watching those boring movies,boring games n etc. oh kewl!! i've jus realized dat im off using bad words now.. haha, i used to put goddam, fcuking, bastard words etc. in my blog.. oh kewl! kewl! kewl! kewl!i'm cured... =D LOL* i'm so random ~ nevermiiiiiiiiiiiindddd...

*iyan's signing off*

A busy week!

2005-04-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

I had a poetry slam today; A presentation. It went quite well tho although a lil bit distracted with the performance.. I missed the lines coz Dal interrupted n she thought that I had finished mine.. n I think that it wud be ok coz that's what my teacher said~ n I did the performance infront of d class w/o shoes.. hihi, coz I wore high heels n my feets were tired.. n when I was in d library, I walked w/o any shoes while running to my friends' place.. it's not dirty coz d floor is carpeted everywhere. Btw, I love Claudia and Julia's performance.. it's dayum HOT! They did a poem on 'Girlfriends' which they were acting like naked and had some *tuut*, well it wasn't that real tho.. d poem is about lesbo anyway. N boys.. duh, op coz they were really interested in it.. if dbrunei buat catu, ada kana failed kan tarus.. caya nda? N claudia made that (fingers up), noise.. u get it? A noise? When ur enjoying d *tuut* n making that noise? She's really good~ no offense.. miahaha.. believe me or not, this school encourages having a sex.. like what d heck? On that day, we had an assembly and talked about this stuff.. n guess what their advices? In order to save from AIDS or HIV or pregnant n whatever it relates to, guys shud be wearing a condom.. Geez~ I was sooo confused.. 0.o n it's funny too.. I cudnt stop smiling myself.. I love my friends here coz all of them are so open minded n easy to talk with, that's fun ^_^

Yesterday, we had a spirit week.. n it was an interview job day. U cud wear an attire as if ur gonna have an interview for jobs. N when my friends saw me, they go like this, "Is that what ur gonna wear for interview?" n I said, "aa.. yeah! I don't really care tho" but they loved my sleeveless shirt anyway.. they said it's pretty. N when I entered my bio's class, Sabina said "Why r u wearing that? Be a model." I go, "model?! Oh.. I don't think so.. I'm wearing of who I am." =P so anyway, we had this survey about ur daydream career n as u know that, My dream job is to be a surgeon n I listed every of my dream jobs. N G goes like this, "Hah! I thought so.. I knew ur gonna put a fashion model in ur career list!" Lol.. she figured it out.. I wonder how'd she know that. Are there any words on my face or what? Anyway, after I listed n put codes, counting stuffs n what I found out was.. Weird! It said I shud be an engineer or chief editor bank bla bla.. I duno what that job is n I've never heard of it.. it's so weird! It's all related with money, bank or engineers in health something.. shoot! N also I could be tax analyst or sumthing blah~ I dunno.. I hate counting! *grrrrr* move on~ n my friend cheered me up saying that it wasn't real.. in order to achieve ur dreams, u hv to be work harder n miracle could happen in anytime.. she's ryte~

Ah yes, yesterday was my brother's birthday! Hihi.. so, I gave him 2 perfumes of 'bench' brand.. does anyone know d 'bench' brand? It's pretty famous here n in Taiwan.. that's what I know.. the perfumes smell nice n I love it, especially the red one.. Love it! my brother n I are the perfumes freak.. so, don get surprised why do I always talk about perfumes.. teeheeess* =P so, gave him a card n my parents wud buy him an adidas or nike basketball shoes.. coz he likes basketball like me~ dude, we have something in common, but he's a copycat! Whover, whatever I like.. he likes it too. Dat guy, is such a copycat. Lol.

Got numerous of homeworks! Major assignments had been given this week and it's all due on next week.. this Monday! N I haven't finished any of them.. Geez~ n I have to read 2 novels left 'The stranger' and 'Dear Nobody' novels. I just finished 'Talking in whispers' novel for English's quiz today but it was postponed. I just started last Tuesday n finished it today before English's class. I had to read faster coz I thought we were gonna have a quiz jus now but urmm.. yah, it was postponed to this Monday, so as the major assignment of Poetry Anthology. Imagine it! I finished reading d novel in 2days?! That's what we called a desperation and in hurry. Lol. N I had to stay up until 2am.. This week is been a busy week, yet fun! =P I have 2 major assignments, Poetry Anthology is due this Monday so as Geography, the brochure of tourism in Maldives. Medium Assignment, Book Bonanza is due on this coming Wednesay.. ahhh, apa lagi? Au, alum siap suma.. oh yes! D sketchbook of Art, this Monday too.. Uwaa~ I can't having fun this weekend I guess.. ='( n my mum, kept asking on me about the video in Subic.. I havnt finished it yet bah.. Even my major assignments I havnt done it yet wah.. .:: frustrating n stressing are flowing through my nerves n blood::. *shook d head* n yah, talking about blood, it reminds me about my health.. is it buasir? Like, when ur having poo* there are some bloods coming out? I have it since last year.. n it was worse than now. So I checked out at the hospital, they said it was ok nothing happened.. but since I have it, I had these stomached n late of period.. sumtymes i don't hv a period for 2-3months.. it scares me, plus only a little.. im not embarrassed telling about this prob.. so, guys.. plz be open minded okayh.. coz I'm an open minded person so, if ur a close minded person.. that's mean we don't hv any chemistries n won't get along.. mkay? Sure..

This is just a result of d ideas development

*still thinking about those assignments*
Well, almost finished tho.. I guess.. hm, no! I don't think so~ *sighs*

Below; the stranger. Top; Dear Nobody.

This afternoon, my mum just bought 2camps for us.. kinda big. It can fit around 2-3 persons in each camp.. Andddd.. I dunno what's d purpose of buying them. We don't camping.. we don't hiking, n what was that about (^_-)? Mummy!! I'm running out of money! I only have P1560 around in B$55.. Sum1 plz gimme some! I can't wait this 22nd, I wanna ask dad to give me US$100 coz I wana buy an important technology device! I hope he will be giving it =S *sighs heavily*

Iyan's signing off

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Concerned about surrounding n d famous ppl, did u guys know Prince Charles married again? he married on 8th April with her new princes who replaces of Princess Diana; Camilla Parker Bowles.

LONDON - Prince Charles announced Thursday that he will marry his lover Camilla Parker Bowles, putting an official seal on a long romance that Princess Diana blamed for the breakdown of her tempestuous marriage to the heir to the throne. The announcement ruled out the possibility that she would become queen. The Prince of Wales and Parker Bowles will marry on Friday, April 8, at Windsor Castle, said Clarence House, Charles' residence and office.
They will be married in a largely private civil ceremony at the palace, not in a Church of England service.

Prince Charles with his new beloved wife.

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n yes.. Britney Spears is pregnant! her first child with her husband; Kevin.

Excited??

2005-04-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

April 8th 05, Friday.

I've change d song! Boulevard of Broken dreams by Green day.. it's a lovely song.. lawaaaaaaa~ hihih.. btw, tag will be replied sumday, I'm tired heee =P coz I've just come back from a Japanese restaurant at Makati Shangri-La Hotel.

By dway, regarding of my vacation on last week.. it was turned out to be hella fun and exciting. Left home at 12pm and arrived at d Subic around 3.30pm.. bored to death in d car for that long, all I could do was watching dvds in dcar, taking a nap, annoying my siblings, fighting with them, bothering them, eating, drinking, recording a video like a camera-woman.. believe me, it's not that fun holding that goddam thing lol~ D thing that 24hrs wif me n I also like a technical engineer preparing a dvd to burn, edit d recordings, find extra-ordinary songs that fit with the theme.. n I had to be careful as if I was about making a movie to be selling d pasaran! Geez~ n my mum.. she kept forcing on me to finish all d movies that I've recorded in that handycam.. ya ya, sure~ I will.. if I felt like to =p

Mkay, back to my vacation, I watched sea-lion and whale shows.. it's dayum fun! N d sea-lions were soooo fcuking cute to death~ ^_^ so d whales n dolphins.. I didn't manage to touch them, dayum! Anyway, we checked in at the Legend apartment and the room was really comforting! It had 2rooms and a kitchen n I guess living in an apartment is better than at hotel cause it doesn't hv a kitchen in the room~ Our bedroom was sooo comforting like a luxury room.. well, kinda~ n I love d bed! Before went to sleep, hafiz, daus n I played billiard and table-tennis nearby the lobby. It's fun tho coz I know how to play these kinda games.. so, went to bed at 1am~ On d next day, went to Ocean adventure as i've mentioned it b4 bout the sea-lion and whale shows. After that, went to a beach then played Go-Kart racing! Dude, i was d only gurl who played Go-Kart racing competed against d other boys, actually there were some girls but they wanted to play on the next round but it would be boring cause girls are suck in racing car lol~ but yah, that what I was thinking ((coz they're too slow *whispering* =P)). The race had started n they all began to push their pedals but I couldn't coz my engine wasn't turn on and I was mumbling coz the guard was so fcuking lousy! N yah, I was in the last place at first but don mistake it, it turned to be at d 3rd place.. hehe =D I beat them nyehh.. I'm rock! But anyway, there was a person who didn't scared of death.. he was totally psycho! He crashed into everyone's car included me.. buta kaaaa!! Suka hati memotong jalan ku n I was chasing him coz he was infront of me but he won~ screw u! =p

So, left subic at 5pm and we stopped by at Robinson Mall in the half of journey.. bought Haunted Bangkok 2 VCD n watched it on the way to home.. arrived at home at 8.30pm.. and after a few days.. I was sick. I got these headache, flu, cough and it was really uncomfortable and I'm still having a flu.. gosh~ I can't breath wif one hole of nostrils *gasp* I can't sleep well!!

About skewl, my artwork was famous! Hahaha.. coz my painting was all over in my school's internet, notice board and even it's been selected at d background for school's tv news..hihi~ so dayum proud.. n my friends were like complimenting on me.. hihi.. thanx!! Seriously, I dunno what made them attracted to that piece of artwork.. oh well~ yess, d report card.. it was SUCK!! I can't believe I got "C" for my math.. like whaaaaatt?? Wtheck?? Fine.. I'm not good in math and that's d lowest grade I've got. I got "A" for Biology, Geography, Spanish, English Writing Proficiency and Dance. While I got "B" for English 2 and Art Skills and Technique. I hate u, "MATH"! In dat night, went to Kimpura Japanese Restaurant as usual. Again, kenyang to d max lol~ I went to salon last 2 days, did an intense repairing on my hair and I asked the hairdresser how much for the curl-wavy hair and it's really cheap! I was like, really?? For 6 months?? No?? For a year?? It's around B$40 anyway.. yerp, I know. It's cheap. But I'm still not sure whether to change my hairstyle or not coz I'm loving my hair for now.. hmm~ I guess I have to wait and see.. oh ya, I pierced my ears!! Again!! Heheh.. so I got 3piercings on my left ears n 2 piercings on d other side.. I decided not to pierce on my nose coz I think it would not look good on me so that's why I pierced again on my ears instead on my nose.. tehees ^_^~ ahh yes.. also I've bought Touch of Pink by Lecoste perfume instead of Glow J.Lo perfume.. coz I've just known that Touch of Pink has a better fragrance than Glow J.Lo's perfume.. ohh, I love d smell of Touch of Pink.. *madly falls in love with d fragrance*

my artwork using oil pastel.

Today, my sis;Iza just went back to Brunei dis afternoon at 5pm.. I dunno for how long but I guess she'll b staying there until I'm returning back to there.. n she told me there'll b a guy who's waiting and holding a rose for her at the arrival area.. cehh~ do take care of urself girl! anyway, my English's teacher love my poem that I did on d class, so do I ; so, here it goes.. Hope u guys could get what does it about n it's NOT about loving ur soulmates ^_^

Your soul didn't trap me,
Your face, voice and smell
That I didn't even recognize.

After the magic beans grew and blossom,
Our future landscape bedazzling,
Our future, together or apart.

My journey begins shinier,
My path leads my way,
If you die first, I'll dance on your grave,
A dance of unhappy, isolating and sorrowful.

Wanna know what is it about? My relationship wif my parents XD.. I wrote about them in my poem.. ^_^ I love my parents so much~

*Iyan's signing off*

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Concerned about our surrounding; did u guys know Pope John Paul 11 is dead? He died when he was 85 years old on 3rd April 05 on Friday due to breathing problem. Btw, he was just look alike my grandpa((be peace upon him)) and it reminds me of him.

VATICAN CITY - Thousands of people jammed St. Peter's Square on Sunday for a mid-morning Mass honoring Pope John Paul II, joining the faithful who had held an overnight vigil in the plaza after learning of the death of the pontiff.
The Vatican secretary of state and the No. 2 Vatican official, Cardinal Angelo Sodano, celebrated the Mass for the repose of John Paul's soul on the steps of St. Peter's Basilica. The traditional Sunday noontime prayer, which John Paul had delivered throughout his 26-year pontificate, would follow, the Vatican said.
The Mass began with a solemn parade of the College of Cardinals down the steps of the basilica as a choir sang. Each cardinal, dressed in flowing white robes with a golden cross on the chest, kissed the altar before taking his seat. Sodano wore golden vestments.
Tears and accolades continued to pour forth from the faithful in the square, the inhabitants of the world's seats of power and admirers of every stripe in between for the pontiff, who died Saturday after a long public struggle against debilitating illness.

died on 3rd April 05 at 85

And about the entertainment; did u guys know Harry Potter in the goblet of fire series will be showing at the end of this year? That's what I read. Here are some of the pics in d movie.

Goblet of the Fire. Harry Potter.

The pivotal fourth novel in the seven-part tale of Harry Potter's training as a wizard and his coming of age. Harry wants to get away from the pernicious Dursleys and go to the International Quidditch Cup with Hermione, Ron, and the Weasleys. He wants to dream about Cho Chang, his crush (and maybe do more than dream). He wants to find out about the mysterious event that's supposed to take place at Hogwarts this year, an event involving two other rival schools of magic, and a competition that hasn't happened for a hundred years. He wants to be a normal, fourteen-year-old wizard. Unfortunately for Harry Potter, he's not normal, even by wizarding standards. And in his case, different can be deadly.

School's off

2005-03-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

Hye guys.. blogger.com is working! Lol..

Last nyte, went to Kimpura Japanese rest. n nothing exciting happened, just as usual like b4.. I looovveee Japanese foods! Yummiee.. especially d salmon sushi n kimpura.. slrrrrppp~ what? Skewl? Well.. not much, boring as usual lol.. we had an early release yesterday n we were in d school for 3hrs only.. wat's d point for 3 hrs only?? Why not just gave us an off day.. geezz~ n I have to make up for my math's test coz I didn't go 2 skewl on last day of skewl b4 holiday n guess what, my math's teacher kept on saying dat I skipped his class.. n we had a mouth fight.. miahaha~ I said I didn't skip, n I didn't n I didn't so.. *uff* well, at least he's sporting n open mind to us than d teachers in brunei.. NO SENSE OF HUMOR at all!!! n dat day, i had been called by our vice principal of skewl regarded of my math's class n asked me whether I skipped d class or not, n I was in shocked coz I've never skipped any classes in my life b4 bcoz im a good girl den he told me dat meant I was late.. wth?! I came in d class on time n again, I've never come late in my math's class.. geez~ move on.. btw, we're on holiday again ^_^ today; Wednesday until next week.. so that's mean school's open next week on Mon..

Today, went to Market-Market. Iza n I went to salon.. she did a haircut but I didn't, juz had an oil-treatment. Any changes?? Heck no~ as usual.. except d softness.. it's softer than b4.. n I love d fragrance of d oil ^_^ but urmm.. it was freaking me out coz d hair-dresser was a guy.. bukan pondan, d straight guy.. fcuk him!he touched my body.. massaged my head n my shoulder n my back, included my neck.. gali ku bah yey! haram vahh!! n i was like.. "ok! stop it miang! ko ngurut kpla ku ka badan ku?!" n he asked me whether i'm single or not.. napakan? f single napakan? f im married napa kan? he was soooo... *grrrrrr!!* pissed me off!! seriously, f kau pondan na jua papa mgurut badan ku ani.. eee~ geli arr, senyum2 lagi tu! what d hell r u smiling at?! ahh?!.. n he was massaging my hands sama pinggangku.. baka! nda ku prnah nampak org ke salun kana massage smpai ke pinggang di blakang ani wahh.. n i was alone, iza brjalan di luar sumwhere.. n i was so fcuking relieved to death when i saw her entering to d salon to see me again.. im promised not to go there anymore.. better find a new place where all d haridressers are women or sassy boys.. n iza said he's kinda handsome. wth?! he's handsome? oh puhleasee~ he was kept on asking bout me.. shut ur mouth man~ u just touched my body n now what do u want?? blah blah..~ screw him.. dat afternoon, I didn't manage to buy J.Lo's perfume jus now.. uwaaa~ goddam it! I was running out of time.. yah~ that's why.. n i was searching for nose piercing but there's not.. btw, tomorrow we'll be going to Subic n we're gonna spend an over-nyte at there, just for one night tho.. n d Subic is 4-5 hrs from my home.. oh great! Now I can feel d pain of my ass n my back again tomorrow in d car.. it's really uncomfortable~ *grr*

Concerned about our surrounding.. Did u guys know there was an earthquake n tsunami around Sumatra; Indonesia? It happened again last Monday at night.. that's so sad~ is this a sign that d end of d world is coming? Is there a great disaster that's waiting for us? That's about causing the end of humankind's eternity? I just hope that we will gonna b fine n save..

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BANDA ACEH, Indonesia - About 1,000 people are dead on Indonesia's Nias Island off the coast of Sumatra following the 8.7 magnitude earthquake that struck overnight, the country's disaster center said early Tuesday.The powerful quake struck late Monday, killing scores of people whose homes collapsed on them and spreading panic across the Indian Ocean that another killer tsunami was on the way. Indonesia's vice president predicted the death toll could rise to 2,000.

Affected areas: Sri-Lanka and Malaysia

At d coastline of Nias Island, Indonesia.

Seafood dinner at Sea-Wharf

2005-03-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hollaaa peeps..

1st of all, I wanna tell dat.. huh?? Wat's d fcuking wrong wif these bloggers nowadays? I was hoppin into every1's blog but all of them talking bout their *B* lol~ I was like.. eyh?? Ceta pasal gf/bf ka.. ataupun how was their day going?? Like, d whole thing up to down, left to right.. d words of *miss, love, hubby, forever, heart, soul mesti wajib~ n I was kinda bored 2 read theirs, especially dis blog ((shhhh~ keep this s a secret!)).. nyehh, paham ku deh kamu cintaken gf/bf kamu.. but it's really over-reactin, get it? Eventho, I hv my own *~B~, I don't write about him in my blog.. well, seldom tho.. but u guys.. blahh~ hah, I know.. it's ur blog, ya ya~ I understand dat, u cud do whatever u want but it's really annoying vahh yey..

move on,

Last nyte on March 27th 2005, my family n I went 2 sea-wharf restaurant 2 eat a seafood dinner ^_^ yummie.. it's delicious especially d lobster. the site's near 2 d sea n d place was amazing, i say~ its environment reminds me of kg.Ayer at Brunei.. but dis site was better lol =P we went wif my dad's friends' families n we also took some pics.. there's also a cruise n ppl cud hv a dinner on there while they're drivin dcruise around... that's awesome 0.o, i wish Brunei cud hv dat t0o~ '-_- , Brunei ketinggal zaman yoo, i cud smell dat lol.. oh btw, my bro dared me 500p 2eat d d fish's eye n i ate it.. seriously, d taste was soo bad n i ate it just because i wanted d money 500p which converts into brunei $ is around B$15-20. BUT, becoz of he's a goddam liar, an a**hole n a moron.. i didn't get d money.. coz he's a chicken! dude, u owe me 500p, get it?!!

so, after we had our dinner.. we all decided to go Starcity ((it's a playground like J.P)), but sadly.. it's closed uwaaa~ i wanna go into dat haunted house again n meet my freaking frens lerr...

so, we went home straight away.. dayum it, what was it closed?? it was sat. nyte aper??

m'kay.. here r some pics ^_^

ps: heArTbRoKen

Spring Season

2005-03-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

hyezz...

I was about 2update my blog last night, but I didn't manage to due to lack of time n my brain was tired. N also last night, I was making a movie of picnic 8 d beach n yerp.. We went 2 Puerto Azul beach yesterday!! ^_^ wif d whole of bruneian families

We had 2 wake up earlier at 6.30am since d beach is located sumewhere around laguna which takes probably 2hrs of journey from makati ct. it was hella fun, seriously! ^_^ who does insist loving a beach? I mean, it's really a peaceful n relaxing site.. dayum a cool n nice place~ first, we had to wait 4d others at colonel uncle Taha's house n when everyone was there, we convoyed together going 2 Puerto Azul Beach. During d journey, I was really uncomfortable sitting in a car for that long, my back was hurt huhu.. N my lil sis; ira was really talkative in d car.. Non-stop talking! Gees..~

So, we arrived 8 d beach at 10am.. n when we got there, we arranged our properties including foods n bbq stuffs. 1st, d teenagers (dat includes me =P) ate snack 1st n den we decided 2 collect some shells at d seashore. Along d seashore, i found out dat there was a big stone n I touched, but I was shocked, suprisingly coz it was bouncing! So I screamed n jumped 2 efy.. Den sipul touched d thing n it was a dead jellyfish LOL =P that was d 1st time I've seen a jellyfish.. nyahahha~ oh ya, n d seashells.. They were really beautiful.. There were also blue, green n purple seashells n I was so excited to see.. I mean, I've never seen such seashells in purple, green n blue colors.. n urm, I dunno where has it gone now since I put them on d table in a plastic cup n I think my maids packed it sumwhere when we're leaving.. aah~ I'll ask them later..

Beside that, we built a sand-castle.. A 'cacat' castle lol~ but at least it was a 'sand-castle'.. lol =P we also swam n d beach wasn't that deep eventho we were swimming further in about 20kms away.. So we played a dodge-ball during swimming, played splashed water n so on ^_^ n urm, we also so played d throwing spin thing.. blah, I duno what does it call~ also played soccer along d seashore.. omfg, it was fun.. It's not as fun as picnic at Brunei's beach! Lol.. n beside, d beach is extremely beautiful n gorgeous wif fresh wind n relaxing huts.. But so sad, there's no jet-ski.. Tsk~ so we left d beach at 3.30pm n arrived at home around 6.00pm.. yeay~ it's really fun.. N.. I got sunburn! My face was turning into red last night after I took a nap n even my nose was also turning into red lol. I compared my face n my stomach in my bathroom n I realized dat my face is darker den my stomach lol.. I got tanned! Nyahah.. Never mind. I don really care tho if im getting tanned or not as long as I'm happy ^_^ fcuk, im so addicted to western style since I hv friends from there.. n guess what, western ppl love getting tanned~ n maybe bcoz of that I don really care f im getting tanned.. lol anyways, so here are some pics.. Enjoy lang ^_^

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New layout & others

2005-03-20T01:11:00.000+08:00

halew peeps =),

after been ages i didn't blog.. at first, i decided to quit blogging stuffs but then.. i just realized dat dis blog will become my memories sumday, when i left philippines.. i mean, i could flashback all of my memories; d days i've spent wif my beloved families n friends in philip..

nyways, as u can see that, i've changed d layout... faning yooo~ stress ulihnya... felt like migrain, vomits that stuffs coz sat infront of d laptop for 12hrs jus 4 dis bloody blog.. =P i'm using True song by Ryan Cabrera which is one of d new n hit songs n i love this song very much =) even my lil sis; Ira.. loves to sing dis song =P.. btw, i'm makin a movie using window movie maker since yesterday about our life in philippines... hurmm~ btw, i'm on holiday!! but juz 4 one week tho.. =( i hv nooo idea where we'll b going n beside, my dad's busy.. i guess i hv 2 stay at home kan memutihkan badan ku balik =P

for d last 2 weeks, there were alots of things happened.. n i can't remember a few of them.. 1st, dis laptop was broken.. i had to do my hwks n i think d laptop was affected by virus or sumthin coz there were numerous of pop-ups windows appeared which made me streessed n cried 4 a while, so i went to Kimpura Japanese Restaurant then my stressed was gone.. n i had to stay back after skewl until 4 o'clock using computer there to do my research.. after a few days i stayed back after skewl.. i was tired n told my dad to ask Edward; d computer technician.. to repair dis goddam sensitive laptop lol.. n he came over to our house at 7.30pm n there was sumthin wrong durin d installing missing components like freezing stuffs, so i decided 2 ask him reformatted d laptop.. n he was like kept on asking me "Are u sure?" for 10 times..duhh~ i already moved d important files in d hard disk-D.. so just reformat it! lol.. n yerp.. it worked.. internet is suck! n after reformatted thing plus installing other software programmes, he went home at 1.30 am.. *opps..i did it again =P hehe.. he's really good in fixing comp/laptop anyway.. we always ask him to repair our laptops when they are broken..

N about skewl, i've registered d ib-diploma for next year.. i'm taking:
Biology Higher Level
Psychology Higher Level
Geography Higher Level
Math Method Standard Level
English A1 Standard Level
French Ab-initio Standard Level
Theory of Knowledge

i'm suiciding myself... blah, coz i chose -Y subjects for higher level =S.. i took psychology n biology coz i wanna b a surgeon/doctor sumday n beside, i love bio =) n i asked Mr.Conte bout Biology higher level n i asked from his recommendation, n he said i could take Higher Level.. alrytee.... n i took geography higher-level because i wanna learn about trade, surroundings, climates.. n sumone said geo is required if u wanna be a diplomatic officer.. so i took it just in case i couldn't b a surgeon =(((.. i hope i will b a surgeon n that's what i promised to my grandpa ((be peace upon him)), my parents n myself..

m'kay den.. gtg now.. i'll blog if i felt like to n i'll blog if there was any interesting stuffs happened~ byezz =)

boredom is the worst

2005-03-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hai my blog!

Today, we had an assembly n we watched a movie called "Thirteen".. it's a great movie for every students. Anyway, in my art's class.. I did my English's stuffs for my major assignment.. there were 4 ppl in my group but Hyung Jin n also Andy didn't do any works.. blah, lazy yoo~ ahakz.. so, Dal n I were d only persons who worked a lot for this major assignment.. oh well, n beside we didn't even discuss who should do this n that.. n guess, Dal n I were too much rajin yoo.. hehe =D so that's why we didn't tell them what were their tasks..

If u guys wana know how my school looks like, here's d pic ((It's really big! I heard it's the second biggest school in Asia)):

I went shopping just now.. so I bought jeans again for me n my brother (( he has a serious problem wif fashion hihi =P) so I chose a jeans for him n asked him to go to a fitting room n there.. he looked smart wif my jeans' choice haha =D.. n we also bought ps2s' n pc's games ((The sims 2, I'm the sims game freak!)) Anyway, d other jeans that I bought was really tight ((size 26)).. it's weird bcoz all of my jeans which d size is 26 are fit into me.. but this one cannot! So tight yoo~ Uwaaa.. Sayang ihh~ so I was pissed off n I gave it to Iza sbb ia kurus kali ahh punggungnya tu haha =P.. nah~ ambil tia jeans ani.. inda muat kan punggungku lol =D so, here's d pic of d jeans.. which has stripes.. ((on the top of my other jeans)) na apa.. Apa jua jeans atu, bulih lagi ku bali esuk.. hmph~

Last Wednesday, was as usual.. except a few things. When I tried to open this goddam heavy stuck door, n Emilie said push d door harder.. so I pushed it harder, I tried my best n I put my weight all over d door.. but still, I couldn't open it.. Dal n Emilie were like asking n yelling me to push it even more harder n they kept on doing it.. that’s pissed me off coz I still couldn't open it.. so I gave up n stepped off n gave a way for Emilie to ask her open d goddam door, n I said "Fine.. why don u open it?" n den Emilie pushed d door harder n it was open.. lol~ Dal said I'm extremely weak n need to work out.. nyeh =P n Emilie smiled on me n I was like.. Ok, ur stronger than me.. I'm such a loser.. u don have to look at me n smile like that.. ahakz =P

In my English's class, we did a major assignment which we're teaching d elementary students about Macbeth.. n OMG!! What can I say.. K.I.D.S!! I made some jigsaw puzzles for them n they were like fighting over it n kept on fighting n screaming.. n my tempered, was a little bit that higher n luckily I could control myself or otherwise they'll gonna be crying.. haha~ I'm such a mean =P but anyways, it was fun n great!

N for my geo's project which was a medium assessment.. I did wif Danielle, so she's my partner.. seriously, I DON'T like her! She was really bossy n asked me 2 do that n this.. n I couldn't do it on my own coz she didn't agree wif all of my opinions n had to listen every single of her bloddy words n stupid ideas! Shut d fcuk up a**hole!! Ur suck okeyh!! U were supposed to find some informations about Green Revolution in India n not about d women labors in farming.. ur sick, sick, sick!! So I had to find d other info. Coz she did d wrong research… n all she did was sticking some pictures n words.. n u know what?? She's baka!!! How come she'd stick d last words on the 2nd last n for 2nd last words on the last order??!! Do u know how to read or whut?!! Man.. I'm gonna get a lower grade for this quarter semester.. ur suck! If my grade dropping from A to A- or B+.. it’s all ur fault n I'll promise I won't work with u again.. n beside, ur not in good in geo.. duhhh~ *eyes' rolling.. wateverr~ whatta bossy.. Move on! On last Thursday, I didn't go to school.. because I was lazy =P.. n yah, my parents didn't mad about it.. hihi *evil's giggle.. lol~

oh ya, last thursday.. Tommy the tiger; a toy ((my lil sis's activity in their school)) visited to our home, d toy is from New York.. so, for her activity.. we had to take some pics of her with Tommy the tiger n returned it back to d school on the next day.. here's d pic of my lil sis ((Ira)) wif Tommy the tiger; A toy..

Ps: I've already put some pics of ICARE somewhere in my blog.. maybe in the "last day of ICARE".. hope u can find it.. =)

Last day of ICARE

2005-02-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

Just now, was d last day of ICARE project ='( . I’m gonna miss d place n d ppl there.. they were really nice n kind to us… n also I’m gonna miss my friends n we worked so hard as a teamwork… eventho we r in one school, but we seldom meet them somewhere due to much works n assignments have been given *sighs.. I’m gona miss my seniors, juniors, sophomores n freshmens… It was really great 2 know all of them n this is d best n meaningful experience for me ='D

We didn’t work today, we just visited 2 their houses n helped them if they need any helps. Dal, Alex n me were in one group n we went to someone’s house n helped them. Btw, Mr.K n Ms.Godfrey told d owners of d other house to give more works for Kyle n Andrew n they hv been asked to wash their clothes.. LOL! I wonder how do they look when they're washing d clothes… they’ve must been really more CUTE!! Haha.. ((Kyle n Andrew are d cutest males in d group =X hihi )) After we visited one of d families there, all of us were asked to serve d foods to d kids ((elementary school)).. they all were really sweet =) god~ I’m gona miss dis place… after we served d foods 2 d kids, half of d boys in our group were playing basketball wif d community n I heard that they’ve won… but Kyle, Cpol n Andrew didn’t play basketball, they played billiards instead… so I was with them. Faz n I were d only girls played billiards. Hihi XP~ so, we were against d local ppl n.. OMG!! I’m not gonna under-estimate ppl nemore.. LOL.. believe me, Kyle n Andrew were sooo good in billiards but d local ppl was way better than them… why not? We were challenging the x-championship of Philip 2001!! He’s old anyway, but believe me.. he’s got very sharp eyes.. urff~ We were stunned by d old man. Kyle was standing beside me n then he gave me d pool stick n he looked sore LOL =D. I grabbed it then gave it to Faz.. after that Faz gave it to Cpol~ haha.. everyone was chickened by d old man.. included me.. hihi =P~ We were thinking hardly which balls should we hit when our balls got stuck.. but overall, we did a great team.. soft n touch.. =D Then d Super Roy came n played d billiards.. but (^_-)!! mann, we were still losing n we didn’t get any chances to win.. not a single match.. guess d ISM students are not too good in billiards except basketball! Haha… =P

After played billiards, we went to nearby building coz half of d group were dancing wif d community.. dayum it~ I shud hv joined d dance.. the dance was really cool. Jazz dance wif bright lights song by Billy Crawford. After we danced, we said goodbye to them n I was so sad to leave this place.. it’s been a wonderful n amazing moment I’ve ever spent wif my friends n helped ppl.. =( i'm sure gonna miss them n d place!! N I’m gonna miss my friends whom I seldom meet in d school n friends that I’ve just known for a week.. ~U guys did a great job n it’s an amazing n miracle moment having all of u as a teamwork!!~ Hope we will get a chance n an opportunity to do dis once again… =')

ps: Enjoy ur time! XD

Makati Shangri-La Hotel

2005-02-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hehehhehehhe….. lol~ obviously.. I started wif laughter means.. I’m happy XD ahakz… d celebration was… ok! But..i’d prefer last year.. LOL~ it was embarrassing when ppl was waiting for Brunei’s national anthem.. n we waited like forever.. what hppned? They were practiced over n over again b4 d ceremony n I heard dat d dvd player was stucked n couldn’t play d song.. den my dad came over n hit d player n it worked! LOL… nice hit~ =P but when we were waiting, this Singaporean guy which is my dad’s friend told us to sing d national anthem n he started to count 123… but we didn’t want to.. so we just laughed n smiled.. I’m not going to sing it! There were many guests came… from all over d countries… n that was d only chance for me to know their English’s accent lol.. but I didn’t manage to coz these bruneians girls were talking wif me n interrupted my mission.. LOL dayum it~ sighs*

I love d foods! Hihi… extremely tasty… especially d murtabak.. OMG~ it’s been ages I didn’t eat it… n d mothers, they were really funny! Efy’s mum always rubbed on my mom’s back after she shook sum1’s hand.. n my mum didn’t realize about it.. n my mum said “Pikir, ia me-lap punggung ku ani kan memigang lamak ku” edeh.. childish orang tua2nya seyyy…~ =P n den Efy’s mum asked about my clothes.. den she touched my clothes on my chest.. pikir kan merasa kulit kain ku rupa2nya mengambil kesempatan yooo!! Ishhhh… I was so pissed off n luckily I didn’t scream otherwise it would be extremely embarrassing, infront of d VIP people sha lagi.. eeee~ =S

B4, we went home…I was wif my dad to join his conversation n he introduced me to his friends..i dunno where they came from but the lady is Filipino n d other guy is from western or somethin.. n they told my father that he has a pretty young lady ((more compliments make more annoying).. n d western guy said that I look like a model LOL! Anyway I’d really appreciate it but those compliments really make me felt uncomfortable.. im not kidding n I don’t like it.. N den they asked me about my dad.. haha, that’s really embarrassing him n he was just smiling… I didn’t get a lot of conversations wif VIP ppl than last year.. because my friends kept on talking n following me.. rather than last year which was only me n my sista.. o0, well.. but I do had a great time wif them XD

B4 went home, I heard that d kids have been scolded by d manager hotel because they messed up the roses petal around d piano.. lol~ they’re so hyper… n they played d piano b4 n made noises which disturbing ppl.. I was gonna ask them b4 to not touch d piano but I couldn’t coz… I duno.. I just let them had some funs.. hmmm…. Oh ya, I brought roses too hihi.. n I got alots of roses XD but at last, I gave to my lil sista when I got home n she thinks that she has become a princess like Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Snow white n bla bla… n she showed me her pillow of the Disney’s princesses n she said “Look! Same flowers… *laughs” hrmmm… pandai dah kan vain damit2nya… hahaha.. n she’s only 5 yrs old… n she knows everything about make-up! N she asked me to manicure her nails wif pink color last nyte n I was like “Whaaaaaaaatttt?!!” oh well, it was my fault anyway, coz I showed my nails to her dat day.. dat means, I taught her about make-up stuffs.. lol. She also knows how to lipstick, uses blushes n eye-shadows!! Duhh.. she even knows to find d perfect clothes for her when we bring her to shopping… hmm.. no doubt~

Ok den.. here r some pics of d celebration… sori for if d pics are smaller coz I have to reduce it to prevent dis page getting heavy which takes more time to load… hv fun u guys!! Love u all so much… hihi =D

Ps: One rose for u, one for me… one for u, two for me… lol XD. Tomorrow is d last day for ICARE.. noooo~ school learning starts soon.. tsk tsk

D stage

at d main door

D guests

Father?? Priest or Pope? =S

Wif my bro~Wait!! Does he look like my *~B~?? coz everyone says that… (-_^)

D babes

D babes n dudes

4th day of ICARE

2005-02-23T13:27:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! Well, I’m goddam busy today. I just got back from ICARE n tonight is the formal celebration n that’s why I posted earlier about my ICARE n will post about d celebration afta the ceremony.

Today was d 4th day of ICARE. I woke up at 5.50am n my siblings were still sleeping on their bed coz d school started at 8.30 today, except me! Duhhh~ had to wake up earlier. Arrived at school n i transferred some new songs to cpol's mp3 coz his songs are way way left behind like songs of 2 yrs ago 0.o?? .. ok den, half of group came late coz they thought it started at 8.30, but instead it was at 7.30am.. so while were waitin 4 them, we ate candies.. Roy n Cpol gave me candies hihi.. i got alots of candies today.. ahakz =P so we waited for them until 8.30am, n for those who came late after 8.30am... sori, we had to leave u… hihi.. Bye Shiv ahakz =P

Today was really2 goddam hot than other days! N Mr.Dolphy told us that there were some students from one of d universities students in Mandulyong joined us. While we were walking on d way to our work site, we saw a guy who catched a snake… n I saw he was holding d same snake in his hand! What?? They havn’t eat it?? Lol.. I think they were just joking haha.. n they asked who found d snake ((that were Faz, Shiv and Me)) n they asked did we scream? Opp cozz langgg…~ ishh….

Ryte, while I was working.. me n Faz has been chosen to work wif cement stuffs n the uni. students were working there too ((they’re all Filipinos anyway)) n when we were there.. they all were staring on us.. 0.o?? what’s ur problem brader?? N a girl asked my name, where do I come from, why I’m in Philip n d list goes on.. n one of her friends said that I’m beautiful n I was just smiled at them ((To be honest, I h8 compliments)) they asked everything about me, n Faz asked me why they were asking all bout myself? ((indeed, it was annoying… why didn’t they ask MORE questions about Faz?)) n I was so glad Mr.K called both of us to work on paiting the wall… we succeeded avoiding from goddam millions of questions about me.. n they were always staring on us.. ((that’s freaked us out seriously))

Ok… it’s painting time.. my cap and shoes were all dirty with orange color.. so were my hands plus d place was really hot where the sun was shining above our head.. fuihh~ oh ya.. there was a dog in d cage near us.. I kept on laughing coz Dal scared of dog.. u guys should see her face.. it was totally hilarious XD when we were taking a break, talking wif Eu Sung ((he looks Jerry from F4)) he’s cute alrite =P he asked many questions about muslim’s principles.. haha he was curious anyway.. n he played a glass of bottle n blowed it but there was not any sounds produced.. hihi.. he was frustrated lol~ evertyme I passed through the uni. Students they all said “Hi Nadya!” n I said hi n gave them a smile.. like more than thrice.. urff~ then when we were going back to d bus to go back at our school.. once again, they all said “Bye..Nadya!” I just waved at them n smiled.. heyy, im not trying to be meaner.. but it’s weird why they all said hi to me only.. n when I was in the bus, my friend; Alex told me that the uni. Students asked her what’s my hp.no (-_^)?? N also they asked her why I can’t speak tagalog n asked something about me again ((I forgot what was it)) But Alex doesn’t know mine so they didn’t get my no.. the girls are kinda look lesbo.. but urmm.. I hv no idea.. oh well, I guess they’re my fans.. LOL!!

When arrived at school, I went to CR.. n my hair was painted a little.. haha.. n I washed all my hair n wiped it with tissues.. n my friend laughed on me.. c’mon, I really looked awful =PP then did a journal a few moments ago n here I am… typing d keyboard doing my blog.. hye everyone (^-^)m/… hihi

alrite then gtg… I might post about d celebration l8r.. =)

Byezzzz…. XD

ps: BRUNEI SIOK! ((Selamat hari kemerdekaan))

A function 8 night

2005-02-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today was fun…. Hihi.. okeh, let’s tell u about my ICARE~ I think it was getting vohrink.. lol.. as usual, worked with friend.. it’s really weird coz at d beginning I was so excited about it.. n now.. hermm.. im getting bored with it.. weird0.. kehkeh.. we passed d buckets of cement, line up into 4 ppl… it’s an easy job.. but believe me, it was goddam heavy! Whenever sum1 passed d bucket n passed it to me, it fell down… I mean, I couldn’t carry it.. it’s too much heavy.. =P

When I was taking a break, Mr.K asked me why do I wear football jersey almost everyday.. d last few days ago, I wore man.utd black jersey n today I wore beckham’s real Madrid jersey n he thought dat im beckham’s fans.. actually NOT~ hihi… so I told him that I have many soccer jersey.. oh well.. guess he was keep on watching my attire.. lol.. oh ya, I have a bodyguard.. nyehh =P kidding.. hihi.. actually dis security guard of school followed me everywhere I went… that’s weird hmmm… when I was not around ((not from his sight)), my friend told me that he was asking her where were I.. lol.. I guess he’s afraid that I’ll be kidnapped from sum1 coz im soooo attractive… LOL!! Haha.. n my friend said “Dream on girl!” ahakz… =P it’s true what…?? Hihi… Den why he was following me everywhere n keep an eye on me? N u know what they said?? They said d security likes me… Eurgghhh.. puhleaseee… haha.. he’s just scared that I’ll be kidnapped ((memajal)) hihi… den one of d local ppl treated us a bottle of coke for me and cpol.. n I really really fcuking felt bad.. bcoz he paid for it.. urff.. I told him that I don wan to.. n my friend told him once more n doesn’t hv 2 buy me one.. but he refused to do so.. n im still feeling badd… (-_-‘) *sighs 2 d max. My face was very itchy during d break... so i scratched my face all d time until someone said my face turned red.. very red.. lol.. haha

Oh ya, about my *~B~ … XD well, I dunno whether I shud write about him or not.. coz sum1 will pissed off… haha u know who u are!! =P let’s just say…. I’ll give a clue.. friend, hi!, nadya, oh…, hi!, shy, bye… hihi.. mizzz u sooo muchhh 2 death!! Mwahxx… =D

In the night, we went to uncle hj.haris’s house.. 2 pray ((baca doa selamat 4 brunei’s independence day)) it’s fun... hihi.. everyone’s there.. I love d house very much =D what were doing?? Eating.. chit-chatting.. listening 2 mp3 when we were bored, took some pics.. here are d pics.. ((just click d thumbnails to see large)) btw, d foods were excellente! D tastes were so go0d.. hihi.. ((I love EAT. LOL)) btw, efy said dis junior said somethin about me. Efy, "Do u know Nadya?" Junior guy, "Oo..dat Nadya! She's craaaaaaaaazyyyy~ She loves working!! She's craaaazyyyyy!" Duhhh.... i don even know this guy.. n we're not dat closer n believe me, he didn't even saw every single what i did or worked.. like.. huh?? prasan jua dis guy like he knows every single what i did.. ok den, 4get about him... fuhh~

Ps: tomorrow night, we’re gona hv a formal celebration at Makati Shangri La Hotel.. let’s see what I will get n I hope it will b more fun n interesting =D

Isn’t it d fountain look gorgeous inside d house? XD

lol.. while I was checking d fountain? ((d fountain is not workin anyway =P))

baby Q.Lah ((she's CUTE!)) n me ((goddam it, I hv an eyebag!!))

Ira, Wais n me.. ((they’re cute alrite!))

d buddies… XD

They are games FREAK!! One’s playing Xbox n d other’s playing comp.

Having a little conversation.. d menfolk n ladies..

d zombies… =X

2nd day of ICARE

2005-02-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today was the 2nd day for ICARE project. As usual, went to skewl n while I was waitin for d others I did my art project. It’s weird coz this guy aka cpol used hair gel on his hair plus we’re gona do more hard work n getting sweat, like ermm… u know, gel plus sweat.. eeuurghh~ haha if u get what I mean… lol

I did three tasks today.. wow, I worked hard today =D 1st, I did d concrete blocks… to b honest, it was fun! I’d really enjoy it… hihi.. when it was time to break, my friends n I didn’t want to.. coz addicted 2 cement n concrete stuffs lol.. while I was working, I chit-chatted with my teacher; Ms.Godfrey. she asked us to turn off d questions if d local ppl ask something about too personal.. I mean privacy stuffs.. believe me, they even asked why Ms.Godfrey hasn’t had any children n she should be tuuuut**… lol~ o well, dat’s what Ms.Godfrey told us.. n she didn’t even like it.. den she saw my shoes n said “OMG! Why r u wearing such a cute shoes? U shud be wearing running shoes n not that cute shoes..” n faz said “Yahhhhh…. Nadyaaa…” n I said “ I don’t hv any run shoes coz I don’t jog or run.” LOL I wore my blue adidas sneaker again… n it’s getting dirtier and I wore my black kappa t-shirt.. dayum it… it didn’t get dirty! Why have to b my man.utd jersey?? ((eventho I’m not man.utd fans lol)) afta we had done our 1st task, we took a break n my friends said I can’t live w/o oreo!!! Hahah… op coz langgg.. they said I always eat it… I’m an oreo chocolateyy freak =) get it? hihi…

N then, we dug a mud in a small house ((d house is not done yet, but it is a house lol)) for our 2nd task. It was hard and tiring!! I avoided 2 dig up d mud n turned up to hold a plastic bag only.. haha~ d plastic bag was soo heavy with a lots of big stones in it.. Shiv helped me to carry it out, but he can’t.. lol.. we kept on laughing n laughing op coz we couldn’t concentrate carrying it.. but den, d local ppl helped us n carried it~ gee.. thanxx.. u made my life easier ((*~B~’s moto =DD)) While we were working, Shiv discovered a snake in the mud! N we ((d girls)) freaked out n jumped out from the door… it was just a small snake.. then d local ppl catched it n put it in a bottle. They told us they’re gona fry it for snack… ewwwww~ wth?? Do they eat everthing? Urff… so we did d 2nd task in d half way n did painting near d river.. it was hoTT!! Super-super hot… I think im getting darker now… no.. no.. no.. way! Oh well, I couldn’t take it anymore n I stopped painting.. hihi.. plus Shiv, he kept on avoiding 2 do those tasks.. I knew that~ he said he’s going 2 take a bottle of water for me.. but instead, he was lazy.. lol naughty boyy.. =PP

At skewl, as usual.. did a journal again.. afta that logged internet n updated my blog for a while b4 get home.. when I arrived at home, ate my late-lunch… n afta that took a nap..

btw, my parents n i had a serious conversation about my study afta dinner... i mean, whether i shud study oversea at Aus or not.. coz im taking IB-diploma which takes about 2 years den enter a university.. plus, if im taking IB-diploma... i wonder if there any schools in Aus has the programme or not.. n my dad said they have it.. n my mum said.. so, ur gona study in philip? how shud i know?? it's ur decision mom n dad... im confused.. guess i need an advice from my counselor... it's about my future n i ain't playing around...

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ICARE day.. =D

2005-02-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

bwahahha.... watever.. lol i shud hv updated my blog a few days ago.. but urm.. i guess i just change the date.. hihi :P.. n urm, i got a few comments from my friends.. they said "enuf of talking about him in ur blog!" lol haha.... they're so pissed about him.. okeh den.. i won't... i guess i just keep it in my diary.. ahakz =D

today.. which is 18th Feb, ICARE hv started.. i wore my black man.utd jersey.. actually we shud leave the school at 7.45 but since these 2guys were dayum late.. we left d skewl at 8.30am... we were waiting for them like forever... duhh.. i was bored in tha class, felt sleepy..so i borrowed cpol's mp3.. hear d songs... matihh, lagu xpdc saja dlm mp3nya.. plus i don like rock songs.. urfff.. this cpol ahh.. :P

mkay, arrived at the site at 9am.. the place is called GK777 in mandaluyong CT.. this place has been built for d poor ppl where ol d shelters been built for them.. awww.. it's really nice~ seo yoon loves my blue adidas shoes!! hihi.. then she asked whether i care f it will get dirty,cause we're gona do some paintings on tha wall, lifting heavy stuffs..i said i don mind if it gets dirty.. i'll buy a new one then.. lol. well, there were so many dogs.. bwahaha, plus d place is smelly at some places.. n ppl.. well, they're scary =S but after we were there for 3hrs.. i found out that they were really nice ppl.. hihi.. i painted their house wall.. n i was so freaked out f my adidas cap gets dirty with pink paint.. yeah,, pinkkk!! for their house wall.. outside!! isn't it weird?? too much colorful... but it wasn't my choice..it was theirs.. o well.. move on~ but my jersey was!! there were small spots of pink paint everywhere... aaa h8 it!! i don mind if my shoes dirty,, but not my jersey n my cap!! *sighs...

ok.. i really loved the moment when we were having our break time... we sat near d river.. we ate some chips and drank.. we shared candies.. it was realy fun and to know them better =) n d funny thing was when this guy said something to Roy and Roy said yes.. yes.. no.. no.. n i asked him if he does speak tagalog or not.. n he said he didn't even understand what that guy just said.. he just said yes and no.. LOL!! he's so funny... haha.. u naughty Roy.. lol.. then i saw a dead fish.. n i screamed.. n everyone said.. "ooo..there's a dead fish" "where??" "there!" "i shud pick it up for lunch".. haha that was a great time.. =) after chit-chat, Mr.K called us n it's time back to work.. ;D

then after we had done, we went back to school.. did a journal about wat we had done.. afta that ate our lunch... went to middle-school area.. played badminton for a while wif my friends.. then back home afta this stupid security guard asked many goddam questions where we came from.. we came from ICARE u bastard old man!! don u get it??!! u asked it many times before this u moron!! lol... afta he was sure about it, then he let us go.. dat freaking old man... duhh..

well, at home... ryte.. *thinking.. i don rememba.. lol what did i do huh? hermm... i think was as usual.. nothing exciting.. hehe.. oh ya, btw, i dissected a cow's eyeball in bio's class that day..!! it was fun.. i even squeezed it and my friends freaked out.. haha..

ps:love u ol fella.. mwahx.. :P

Morning Day~

2005-01-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

i woke up at... 8 o'clock.. o shoot! i was late.. n yuna was coming to my house aroung 8 am.. i rushed to bathroom and so on... everything messed up... lol
watched tha game... n he was there to0 XD im so happy to see him again.. n again..~ but now i miss him.. ahakz =P ok then.. our school lost.. to0 bad.. only one point to catch up... den we went to watch a movie.... Elektra.. so fun.. chilled out at Starbucks n SM. we faced some problems when we got there... hahah.. so talur... i don wana talk bout it.. kekkeekek....

went to school again around 5pm.. watched the tournament championship.. it was hella fun n funny! i painted my face... chanted, yelled n cheered... so dayum spirited~ but so sadd.. we lost.. our school is on tha 2nd rank... went home around 9pm.. wow.. i've been out there for 12hours.. since 2-3 days ago... teeheesss :P im still tired n not enuf sleep... o well, at least i met him today... that's will b sooooo funnn... ahakz :P

here are some of tha basketball tournament pics.. Just click d thumbnails to see large:

ps: i wana see him again!! miss him... n urmmm... i will update some pics of tha basketball soon...

Bearcat Day!

2005-01-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

today..... heeeeee XD im so happy... it's all because of him... aaaa... im going to have a sweetdream tonight... n i hope he will be coming to watch d game tomorrow... teeheeesss... urff... wake up!! angau....~

okeh.. 1st thing in tha morning... as usual.. my geo's teacher asked me about New Zealand thingy..n i said i couldnt join... n she talked about sumthing Israel.. huh?? (-_^) im not from Israel.. ding~ afta that, went to art's class... n wow!! everyone was watching d basketball game.. dayuumm it..i shud have watched it n skipped d class... but i already stepped in d class.. huh~ the boys team won!! our school won!! love them so much!! XD

den.. in my english's class... still... we were only 10 pupils in the class.. n everyone... well, i dunno where have they gone..... o well... den had a lunch, went to MS gym... girls team... n again.. BORINGGGGG what's happened wif d gurls? alwez get lost... *sighs.. den i left at the half of the period.. it's wasting my time...

den during my last period of class.. Mr.E gave us a free time to watch the game... until the end of the school... hehhehe... so fun~ boy's team won!!!! again!!! yeappiii... i was so hyperr watched d game since he was there.... ahakz :P went back home at 5.15pm.. spent all the time wif... taking tuuuutt** at tha guys... including him... he's really cute.... love him so muchhhhhhhh~ :PPPP

went home.. after that went to yuna's house... hahaha.. we were so tired n planning to watch d game tomorrow at school at 8.30 am.. i wish he would be there* :P okeh enuf of him.... huhuhuhu oh well.. yuna n me.... angau.... until tertidur atas katil... hahhaa.. it was so funny.. :P

ps: he's mine... n mine...

Tiring but fun but sad

2005-01-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today was a such a great great great great day + oso sad day… urfff… diz was tha last night to spend time wif zoey… and im not going to b able see her for… I dunno~ *sighs..

In the morning, we had a Spanish food day… omg!!! I ate alcoholic food.. tsk tsk :((( plz 4give me… it was a vegetable, so I thought it was okeh n virginia said “is it alcoholic?, Oo… it’s alcoholic,” n I was like… hoyyyy!!! Wth.. ~ as a muslim.. we’re not supposed to eat or drink something added with alcoholic stuff… shyiett…~ X(( I was so pissed off to death.. *sighs…

N den, we went to High School gym to watch a basketball game… ISM vs ISB n our school won!! They were so dayum cool..n there were many cute guys to0.. ahakz :P n yuna.. when she saw B*n.. she was totally… what shud I say? Hermm.. bengang?? Kahkahkah… sori yuna! I asked yuna to pretend talk to Danielle n sit beside him.. but she cudn’t stop laughing when she was talking to Danielle… n Danielle was like.. staring at her.. thinking what’s going on with yuna?? Wat’s so funny??? Miahhahahhaha…. Bengang.. ahakz.. ader ka duduk depan cB*n.. affeerraaa… oh well, I understand… ur too shy to tha max.. lol

After lunch, we had a 12 mins run at the High school field…. N I only did 4 laps.. so tired.. n I cudn’t go to my dance’s class in 3rd floor using stairs anymore, so I used a lift to go up there… lol… after that, we had a dance’s test… leeeerrrr… why she didn’t give us any chances to rest???? Oh well at least we had a free time during my last period of class.. Mr.Conte gave us a chance to watch a basketball game… it was girl’s team of basketball.. so boringgggggg… it was really completely messed up and worse.. our school lost.. ding! Then we had boys team next against JIS school… n yeay… we won!! The boys are rule!! They’re really cool…. JIS was totally way way loser… huhuhuhu

Afta we watched the game, went back to home.. n only had a rest about 20mins then hung-out wif friends.. we did manicure.. my nails are so cute.. they’re all in square shapes… loved it..n it’s also pink color.. ekkekekk.. then went to greenwich stall.. ate some food… gave a present to zoey, after that watched a movie in a dayum cold place n everyone was sharing haris’s sweater.. kesian haris… kekeke o well.. lucky for me.. I wore long sleeves… but still, I felt freezing to death… n we’re only 6 persons to celebrate zoey’s farewell.. and everyone was… guysss… why didn’t u all come????? Ding! Afta watched a movie.. went to starbucks… chilling out.. at the balcony.. air-opened.. fresh air.. n the moon was totally beautiful! Watta romantic night.. if I cud only have a date with hims… kekekkeke hims?? Lol… sounds many… :P

Then went home like at 10 o’clock at night..i hugged zoey~ felt almost cry but... I hate cyring in front of ppl.. be brave~ I’ll always remember u zoey!! XD oh well, lucky my parents didn’t say anything when I got into my home… they just acted normal when they saw me.. n opppss.. im not gonna let them see my nails.. kekkeek.. it’s only nails, dear mum and dad… :P mum n dad, ur such a wonderful n sporting!! I hope I won’t disappointed u one day… XD lubs ya….

Mkay den.. Im planning to bring my handycam tomorrow to record the basketball’s game.. It’s fun!!

{{{{{{{{{{{{ ME & ZOEY }}}}}}}}}}

Ps: Zoey!! May all of ur wishes will come true and hope u’ll success in everything u d0! Don 4get when it comes into Valentine’s Day XD

Sighing Day

2005-01-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

First op all…. ALHAMDULILAH~

i’ve done my homeworks…. For Friday.. rajin yoo… ahakz XP it’s because im going to hang out wif my friends tomorrow afta skewl n might be returning home at night…. *sighs.. she’s leaving so0n.. don 4get me na lang~

Tomorrow, Bearcat pride day at my skewl.. n has a special schedule tomorrow… n.. omg!!! We have to jog tomorrow n have a dance test… ohh.. shiett~ I don’t memorize all the steps…. Pergghhhh~ tis skewl is giving me a lot of dayum stress… *sighs to da max..

well well well… let’s see… I rushed to my home afta skewl tis afternoon.. coz I had to buy tis goddam breads for spanish’s food day tomorrow… n urmm.. im so proud bebeh… teheee :P wanna know why? Coz I’ve been chosen one of the 20 students to join a fieldtrip to New Zealand for 2 weeks.. it’s a researching programme for my course next year.. IB-HS1 Diploma... Geography..i LOVE geo!! Ahakz… :P

but umm… sadly… the field trip is on 6th june.. n huhuhuhu…. I already have a plan for that day…. Im going have a vacation and back to Brunei.. Sori New Zealand.. I guess I’ll visit u next tyme… *sighs to da max… dayumm it.. why am I sighing many today?? Well, today is so tiring..n I dunno what will happen tomorrow… maybe I will be goddam tiring den ever afta.. tomorrow we’ll have a jog run, then dance test and afta that rush to my home… change my clothes n hang out wif my friends… waaaaaaa~ XD I’m so happy for tomorrow… it will b blasting ever afta.. n den go to school the next day.. WOW!!! *sighs…

okeh den… till here… wait what will be happening to me tomorrow…. Kehkehkekke

ps: I L*ve *

Shopping, homeworks??

2005-01-23T19:45:00.000+08:00

Warghhhh….~ so dayum tired today.. huhu… zoey, yuna n maten just got back home, their driver sent them. They came to my house tis afternoon n it’s 7.45 pm now.. maten played ps2 wif my brother.. u know as usual… boy’s stuffs.. miahhahah.. whatever it was~ n zoey helped me out with my homework about MacBeth… I hate homeworks…. I really do…. Hmphh!

While maten was at my home, d babes and I ... went to landmark, glorrietta and SM. Actually we were searching highlight colors for hair… for our spirit school tomorrow, P-Day!! But we didn’t find it.. Heheh.. oh well, I’m still thinking what am I goin to wear it… n yah, so we bought girl’s stuffs; perfumes, lipgloss…. Actually we wanted to bring Iza, but…. She was still sleeping! Omg~ I wonder what was she doing last night… hermmm…

Den we ate ice-creams…. At thumbs up stall… it was sooo cuteee… d cones were only a finger thumb size and it’s only 25cents for 6 cones… I shud eat it next tyme.. teheeesss :P we went to glasses market.. we tried out n we were planning to do a manicure together at beauty bar next time.. n it’s only cost P175, that’s cheap..

DAYUMM u Zoey!! Why do u have to leave??!!! Now it’s gonna be boring w/o u… ur going to oz and leave on Friday… *sighs... ur d only one who bring us so much fun than other girls… hahah.. w/o u I would not find apple straddle… thumbs-up ice-cream…. And so on… I hope I can hang-out wif u guys tis Thursday… n we will enjoy together until night!! Cinema.. starbucks.. bench and SM!! U got it… ohhh.. n manicure to0… ehheh

Then b4 we went home, we went to Makati cinema square… to buy a hair-straightened and I only bought a DVD.. actually it shud be two dvd’s but since the other dvd was not available..n I waited like forever… dayumm, it was wasting my time.. so I only bought one.. n u know wat?? The salesgirl looked preety mad… hah!! So whut??!!! It’s my money… biatch! Well… zoey and yuna bought a hair-straightened and head-phones. Den they tried the head-phones with a microphone using my laptop in my home… it was working n yerp, they just went home in 10mins ago…

Hehe… today was fun.. XD

Ps: oh nooooo!! Tomorrow’s school…. N yuna!! Don 4get to be a paparazzi tomorrow… take his pic!!! I sacrificed for u that day… I have been scolded by my teacher asst and julian saw what I did.. n he thinks that I like him…. No way!! I’m afraid he’s going to tell B*n about tat… n yah, it’s payback time.. it’s ur turn now… muahahahahaha *evil grin

1st day.

2005-01-18T18:30:00.000+08:00

hollaaa~ hermm.. this is d 1st tme i've had my own blog. Well, nothing any excitings happened today..

My Immortal song by Evanescene For my grandpa (be peace upon him) and K.C(RIP)

oh ya... i almost 4got about sumthing... during homeroom time, we watched a video about K.C.. dayumm~ i miss her very much.. She's too young to be taken.. her life was to0 short.. D moment spent with K.C i'll always remember.. she was unable to escape during her house was on fire.. One night, there were a lots of fire brigades passing by our street.. i wondered what was happening,i thought there was a robbed happened or someone was sick... but out of blue... it was really ironic! K.C's house was on burnt.. :( and she's trapped~ *sighs... i didnt know bout that, i received messages from my friends who told me bout k.c's death in the next day afternoon.

i remembered when we had a memorial services that day at our school.. it was really sad* so sad...her parents and families were there.. we watched her video n some of her pics.. she laughed, smiled and talked.. that was so unforgettable... we were crying in d FAT. My math's teacher Mr.E, he made a speech on the stage.. but he cudnt.. he sobbed very deeply on d stage n it took a while to make him talk.. it was really sad.. when our counselor stood on the stage, reading from kc friend's letter.. she was almost crying.. so s my friend who was trying to read a letter that the sentences was so much touching our heart. "If i only can talk to u once more, even in my dream.. as long as we can talk and see each other" that was really touching me, i cudnt help myself from dropping my tears.

we always ate candies together in d media centre, even in d class. N now im gona miss her words, "Hi Nadia! Watsup?!," everytime she saw me while chewing her chewing gum n her scented of candies.. So sweet~ She was really a nice n great girl.. she's nice to everyone... i cant imagine how terrible n miserable it was dying in fire.. that's so horrible.. all i knew was, she'd partly burnt... may ur soul be rest in peace K.C De Venecia~

oh well.. enuf of this... im just recovered from sad moment n i don wanna get sad.. School was as usual today.. during art class..i was dayum lazy.. so i was pretending doing my work..i was only concentrated doing my sketchbook while others were already started to draw on a board n so watever things are... nahh~ we have 4 classes left... still got plenty of time :P

we watched MacBeth in English Class. IT'S FUN!! I love d story... :) those witches are hella funny.. and some of my friends were acting in the class.. these 2bitches put their hair infront and tied it with a hairband.. well, almost exactly they had a beard like men.. so funny~

hermmm.. i think that's it... i'll post if any excitings happened ... ;D

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